I don't know what it it is, or why it has occurred I only really realised two years ago that I have had major bathroom issues.
I find it hard urinating when I'm in the same room as someone else. It doesn't matter if it's my best friend or partner either. I wasn't too release, I want too pea freely but there is alwats something holding it back like it won't allow me too have a normal life.
A couple of years ago I went sick at work explaining too them that I have major toilet issues. Aged 27 now. And having checks with checks for bladder stones, cameras up my uretha and anus. Is not pleasant .
I try too tell myself it is all in my head. But can't let it out of my system.
I have used all sorts of prescribed medications and counting and focusing on tiles at a urinal..
It got so bad a bout 18 months ago i. Broke down in front of all my civilian friends. People that don't understand how hard it is to do some that is oh so natural.
I do not feel like I can do my work, that their is always an act of pressure. People staring at me.
I have too pass a compulsory drugs test at work, but I can only do this with tthe use of a cubicle as I can't get myself going.....
My diet and lifestyle has changed so much these days. As doctors have said not too. Drink caffeine, pop or Alcohol.
I don't feel like I can socialise with out being watched.