Here is my positive update:
396 visits, 2 misfires, 4 latent, faked it 4 times, and 394 successes.
I have been revising the workshop every day. Some parts i have trouble remembering and when i remember them i go through everything again.
I do this via a quiz i made up for myself which helps me so much. The most difficult thing for me which i cannot seem to learn is the cockpit drill.
Chatting to my desense bud every fortnight we both find that so many things we learnt in the workshop were true such as people are too busy paying attention to theirselves and not to us, and people using cubicals as urinals with big privacy screens with the door open.
If we only noticed things like this back in the day...