I was on a plane to Florida and the only toilet available was at the very front where everybody can see you enter in. OMG. When it was quiet halfthrough a meal, I saw my chance and entered only to be trying to pee and had to give up after 5 minutes. When I finally had one it was at the hotel in Florida after 12 hours since I last passed urine.
Another time when I was in America, the public cubicals had gaps in between the doors and high doors where ANYBODY can see your feet and peep in. Because of this, I cannot pass urine cus people can see me. I had NOWHERE else to go and I was bursting for a pee. In the end, I went in and had to sit down and try to pass it that way. Someone did look in between the gaps which pissed me off.
Then I had a brain wave that did help me at time of hour of need...... I began to push pressure on my bladder back and forth and It did let me pass urine. I still use this technique to this day and recommned anybody to try it.
Another time I am was 12 years old and I was at school during break. I used to walk from block to block to find a cubical that I could pee in. I used to wait until the area was quiet or no-one in. There were time where I could'nt pass urine as there were no locks on the cubical doors which I had fear someone could open the door and see me or I could hear people around. Times I had to miss it and go through lessons bursting fot the toilet.
Another time, I am at a nightclub 3 years ago and needed the loo. There were ONLY 1 toilet, no lock on it and 7 people queing up behind me waiting to go it. One time I have to hold the door and times I could'nt pass urine. The only time I could do it is when I am pissed which I have no cares and it REALLY helps lot but it is vertally impossible when I am sober.
Another time I was despearte to go when I was on the motorway, I cannot pee into a bottle in the car at the back in secret so I go to a petrol station with ONLY one toilet again. I went in and I made the next person wait 10 minutes and after that I STILL could not do it. I had to go along my car journey bursting fot the toilet.
I hope other people don't have to suffer what I have to suffer. Just seek help. I really want to see my doctor and get it sorted out. I just have to have the courage to do so. I hope I can and go to see a specialist about it so he can treat me and lead a normal life like everybody else.
E-mail me and I hope you get it sorted out Kevin.
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