Simon, thank you. I have to say, i dont really care what others think anymore. I'm so far past that. The problem is, it never fails. I put myself into situations where I challenge myself, and without fail, i fail, and being in those situations only promises intensifying pains. if i am unable to get out of that situation, i'm pretty much screwed. there are so many aspects of AP, that those who are able to go into a stall, or go home for lunch, or find someway to go, that they dont experience the excruciating pains. Not being forced to go through those pains is what separates those who are able to live with AP and those who cannot. And i dont see too many of those who suffer the extreme pains, coming forward...why? is it because they give up, and take their own lives? and I think asking that question is a reality because, i have been there.
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