"For I," says the Lord, "will be unto her a firewall and will be the glory in the midst of her."
May God bless Abraham, Sarah and Isaac and all the generations of the descendants of Jacob. Amen.
To love a woman is to fear her sadness, as you alone are responsible for her happiness, & will burn for her tears. http://t.co/xhv2x9B936
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It’s incredible how much the author of a Space Odyssey knew to forsee the inevitable afterimage of our cell phones upon closing our eyes.
To be introverted is the correct choice, while Extroverts admonish Introverts for being self centered.
I have a guardrail sense of humor most times. It comes from a sense of baby proofing a room or taking precautions, only to have these precautions subconsciously undone by the parents actually responsible.
The power of sin is the fear of God and His disapproval.
A glimpse of the aquarium of burning souls in the next world may be all the example a man may need. However, a living premature fetus in a viewing incubator will be all the inexplicable example a lady may need.
There is the right way and the dead way.
And though there may be nothing in between, the black and white extremist view is one of the dead ways: the wrong way.
MOON OVER EDEN
All does not need to be written
All does not need to be known
All does not need to be written
It's all I need to know
In perfect harmony, they sing their different notes
The romantic moon reflects the inner light, of Eve
Whomever she loves, by her side the moon he floats
Where ever they move, the moon is following Eve
All does not need to be written
All does not need to be known
All does not need to be written
It's all I need to know
Have I got my wires crossed?
Or do I sense my tides in her?
Here in the dark, am I lost?
Or would the daylight only burn?
If I fly from the night
And into the light of day.
I just might have in sight
A better, brighter way
The daytime moon now tells her of his nights
And Eve puts a finer to his lips, and says the way he shines,
"But all does not need to be written
All does not need to be known
All does not need to be written
It's all I need to know."
Though Adam and Eve were so clearly meant to be,
There will always be the moon, reflecting the inner light,
of Eve
This infant was burned with a laundry iron for his (my) literal infantile masturbation. Third degree burns like these need to be skin grafted and lied about with a, tell the doctor you fell off the swing sort of thing, and by the time this infant was a 3 year old toddler, they forced me to lie about it and say it was a tea serving accident, but no one understands I have total recall of being an infant because babies who, when naturally and uninfluenced, decide to engage in infantile masturbation statistically turn out to be off the charts genius. However, for whatever reason, the narcissistic abuse continued to the point where my mom was abused worse than I was behind my back, she was even forced to try to poison me against our will, I loved the taste of vapo-rub and asked for more not knowing, she cried and told me never to tell anyone. God, looking back at what I've survived is worse than living through it to begin with. And finally, the nature of this type of abuse continues to roll its consequential effects like a runaway train destroying the victim's credibility. Ouch.
It's not a question I forgive anyone, the effect rolls on like a runaway train which must be stopped. The dad had a literal tree branch knock him on the head plus the near drowning experience in his childhood. It's the nature of such narcissistic abuse. Subtract the neurological proclivities, he's a great guy. It would have been forgiven and forgotten if not for the continuing abuse of the long arm of the lies.
Isn't sympathy just an attempt at empathy anyway?
Imagine your best friend is wanted dead or alive, and they will kill you if you don't tell them where he is. And now imagine your name is Judas. I had no idea how easy it seemed to you to lay down your life for someone else.
There WERE hard feelings, they had torn his testament of scripture and threw it in his face. He was just a guy whose intentions were good, "Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood."
Now, obviously, just because something rhymes well and is sung in a perfect melody, does not make it right. But some things are just in the air, and we artists allow ourselves to listen and either create, or pray someone else does it better (For exsample, Andrew Lloyd Webber wrote the songs that I fumped in the garbage).
And I can see I am going to have to make you understand: spell it out for you. Listen, I haven't stepped on the scene without having already come from a complete nervous breakdown to the point of accidental death resulting in a divine Influx, lightning striking, a near stigmata desperately avoided by my begging to refuse, not worthy of glory, but with burned in hell even clearance, blown to smithereens out of God's most private quarters and back into this world by His Word, by his,"Hey," most literally through the relativity of particle frequencies (being separate velocities all in increments of the speed of light). And I have already blown my stack, a personified figurative time bomb has kaboomed long ago, I do fall in love at the drop of a hat, I HAVE shown only the utmost restraint, I have been loyal, as far as I'm concerned, I have not crossed any lines since I've burned. I have not made a single choice in the direction of my life since then as well. I need to, but no one is allowing me to make a move outside my writing.
I remember in Sunday school I think I was trying to make a point about how people are so selective with their love and compassion and I said, "I mean, I try to love everyone equally," then I sat back and only half aware made eye contact with Ruth (who I have never told anyone I had always been in love with her) and added, "Sexually." And she laughed so sweetly I must have blushed. Anyway, she's married with kids and grandchildren by now. I can't help how things turn out in my life at this point, the timing, the way my wife and I met, is beyond romantic, the preceeding events on both our lives were so inexplicably heart breaking you would cry your eyes out if you were to read it, if I can make it through writing it. You know when you stand next to the one and only, you feel it, you know it? Well I have never felt that with anyone before, I'm not sure if I have ever even thought I've felt this before. And it's my wife's 30 something year old daughter! It's no one's fault, none of us can help it. I am not a polygamist, I don't believe in it, I have never cheated and never will. It's enough to see one another in our dreams.
If I am covetous
I have taken no one
I may love too many
But I have not had or gotten any
From my ex-girlfriend
To my wife
With no one in between
It has always been they
Who has taken or gotten me
Please do not compare me to any other person, there is no matrix applicable to me. If you think I am not deathly afraid for my life and eternal soul, then you are wrong. There has never been anyone like these two ladies either. And there may be nothing new under the sun, but you have no idea how many uniquely different types of us there are under the sun.
Zohar: Miketz 50):
Man’s speech cannot speak, nor the eyes see, nor the ears hear, “And there is nothing new under the sun.” This means that one must not think that they will ever be changed by this restriction. Hence, he ends, “That which has been is that which shall be, and that which has been done is that which shall be done, and there is nothing new under the sun.” Even demons and ghosts that the Creator has made under the sun cannot tell all the things in the world, and the eye cannot govern and see, nor the ear to hear. Hence, Solomon, who knew all things, said that.
To love a woman is to fear her sadness, as you alone are responsible for her happiness, and will surely burn for her tears. ~I said that.
I find it insulting to have anyone compare me to everyone else who takes charge and gets the woman, when I get gotten by the lady in order to have one to take charge for. That is, if she would let me. I find myself at the short end of a parent child relationship now and it is not right.
It's insulting to think I would not already know, to love a woman is not enough: Who doesn't most likely love her? Tortured by the ones who never wanted us back growing up. And never knowing until we do. To have no possessiveness, to love her more than a father could, to be willing to give her up to a truly more worthy man or at the very least, to know it is always her choice, blessed be. And to me, she can always do better than we.
And go ahead and compare me to most anyone else: who else has only had two lovers with 12 years apart by the time of reaching 50 years of age? And no other sexual relations. Think about it, everyone is judging me hard for their own logical next step I have never intended on taking.
And as far as the 7th Seal; it is already upon us. And as far as all hope? There is an angel at the altar of incense which burns for the prayers of the saints. And the doomsday stack has been blown long ago...
It starts almost quite like the sound of an immense celestial dump truck, fopping its total of four point one times ten to the sixty-second power amount of high velocity, ballistic gravel from the entire universe of matter --"Holy sh.!,"-- crashing down on you. Sometimes, I believe I must have cringed so hard, I warped into your universe, because that's when the lightning mercifully struck a pine next to my bedroom.
And when he opened the seventh seal, there was stillness in Heaven for about half an hour. I saw seven Angels who were standing before God, to whom were given seven trumpets.
And another Angel came and stood over the altar and had a golden censor, and much incense was given to him to offer with the prayers of all The Holy on the altar which was before the throne. And the smoke of the incense went up with the prayers of The Holy Ones from the hand of the Angel before God. And the Angel took the censor and filled it with fire which was upon the altar and cast it over the earth. And there were thunders and voices and lightnings and earthquakes.
Malachi 3:13
"You have said terrible things about me," says the Lord. But you ask, 'What have we said about you?' You have said, "It's useless to serve God. What's the use of doing what he says or of trying to show the Lord Almighty that we are sorry for what we have done? As we see it, proud people are the ones who are happy. Evil men not only prosper, but they test God's patience with their evil deeds and get away with it.'.
Then the people who feared the Lord spoke to one another, and the Lord listened and heard what they said. In his presence, there was written down in a book a record of those who feared the Lord and respected him. They will be my people, says the Lord Almighty. On the day when I act, they will be my very own. I will be merciful to them as a father is merciful to the son who serves him. Once again my people will see the difference between what happens to the righteous and to the wicked, to the person who serves me and the one who does not."
The Day of the Lord Is Coming
The Lord Almighty says, The day is coming when all proud and evil people will burn like straw. On that day they will burn up, and there will be nothing left of them. But for you who obey me, my saving power will rise on you like the sun's rays. You will be as free and happy as calves let out of a stall. On the day when I act, you will overcome the wicked, and they will be like dust under your feet.
Remember the teachings of my servant Moses, the laws and commands which I gave him at Mount Sinai for all the people of Israel to obey.
But before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes, I will send you the prophet Elijah. He will bring fathers and children together again; otherwise I would have to come and destroy your country.
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The lesson of Jonah is our only hope, but an entire city would have to repent in such a case. "Get it?" Somehow, these are the true sayings of God.
Of course Jonah didn't want the city of Nineveh to repent but God did. He wanted to show them his mercy in spite of the fact that they were heathens who did not worship Him or follow His ways. And then, naturally, Jonah is concerned with going down in history as a false prophet, being his prophetic warning was heeded.
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Judah! Reuben. Gad, Asher. Naphtali Manasseh! Simeon, Levi: Issachar; Zebulun. Joseph Benjamin.
The meaning of the names from the twelve tribes of Israel spells out this sentence:
Praise! Luck, Happy, A Son Is Born--He Has Seen My Trouble. Fight The Cause To Forget! Listen, He Who Is Bound: A Man Is Hired--Accept The Gift. He Has Taken Away--May He Bring Another Son Who Will Be Fortunate.
Not one word of accusation against David Koresh was true... Not one word of accusation.
He had only one wife, and only slept with her, and only one member of his bible retreat owned a gun business: it was a legitimate gun business. The four agents that died at Waco 93 were all slated to be Al Gore's body guards, and three of them had already served as Bill Clinton's body guards during his campaign. They were assassinated by the ATF and the Branch Davidians were framed for it. George Bush senior was the head of the CIA during the assassinations of John F. Kennedy, Bobby Kennedy and Martain Luthar King. And it has already been deduced these assassinations were done by the CIA. Bush had done all this to insure the election of his son, George W. Bush. Now, do you see? This is the meaning of the burning 'Bush'.
Micah 4
The Mountain of the Lord
In the last days
the mountain of the Lord’s temple will be established
as the highest of the mountains;
it will be exalted above the hills,
and peoples will stream to it.
Many nations will come and say,
“Come, let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
to the temple of the God of Jacob.
He will teach us his ways,
so that we may walk in his paths.”
The law will go out from Zion,
the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.
He will judge between many peoples
and will settle disputes for strong nations far and wide.
They will beat their swords into plowshares
and their spears into pruning hooks.
Nation will not take up sword against nation,
nor will they train for war anymore.
Everyone will sit under their own vine
and under their own fig tree,
and no one will make them afraid,
for the Lord Almighty has spoken.
All the nations may walk
in the name of their gods,
but we will walk in the name of the Lord
our God for ever and ever.
The Lord’s Plan
“In that day,” declares the Lord,
“I will gather the lame;
I will assemble the exiles
and those I have brought to grief.
I will make the lame my remnant,
those driven away a strong nation.
The Lord will rule over them in Mount Zion
from that day and forever.
As for you, watchtower of the flock,
stronghold[a] of Daughter Zion,
the former dominion will be restored to you;
kingship will come to Daughter Jerusalem.”
Why do you now cry aloud—
have you no king[b]?
Has your ruler[c] perished,
that pain seizes you like that of a woman in labor?
Writhe in agony, Daughter Zion,
like a woman in labor,
for now you must leave the city
to camp in the open field.
You will go to Babylon;
there you will be rescued.
There the Lord will redeem you
out of the hand of your enemies.
But now many nations
are gathered against you.
They say, “Let her be defiled,
let our eyes gloat over Zion!”
But they do not know
the thoughts of the Lord;
they do not understand his plan,
that he has gathered them like sheaves to the threshing floor.
“Rise and thresh, Daughter Zion,
for I will give you horns of iron;
I will give you hooves of bronze,
and you will break to pieces many nations.”
You will devote their ill-gotten gains to the Lord,
their wealth to the Lord of all the earth.
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Through the course of some unfortunate family drama, a 17 year old, whose only crime was getting high with his friends, makes one naturally immature choice in response to his parents's ultimatum, and now he finds himself in a vigilante religious cult who lure and murder evil doers.
In the course of editing one revision, a word processor made the mistake of changing every "were" into "was", and although I have tried to make the necessary corrections, there seems to be still too many miss used ones for my taste. Luckily, the story is told through the eyes of the main character, so one can simply chalk it up to the character's manner of speech. ~Oliver. (They can't all be gems).
Today's Torah Lesson and Bible Study
Babylon is suddenly fallen and destroyed: howl for her; take blame for her pain, if so she may be healed. We would have healed Babylon, but she is not healed: forsake her, and let us go every one into his own country: for her judgment reacheth unto heaven, and is lifted up even to the skies. The LORD hath brought forth our righteousness: come, and let us declare in Zion the work of the LORD our God. (Jer. 51:6-10) Also je5145, is2701.
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