"For I," says the Lord, "will be unto her a firewall and will be the glory in the midst of her."
May God bless Abraham, Sarah and Isaac and all the generations of the descendants of Jacob. Amen.
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As I was saying, my father, has only just recently started to attempt to seize control of my life once again. He had pretty much successfully destroyed any chance for me to succeed in my own career as a writer, by lying to absolutely everyone he could about me in order to keep me from revealing his abuse on me as an infant baby. Normally, people have no memories before the age of three. However, in my case, my father had burned me with a hot, plugged in, iron, pressing the steam button, and everything as he did it, and it was not quick, because I was masturbating and he had just had quite enough of that out of an infant baby, newborn, or not, he felt I needed to learn a lesson about appropriate behavior. My mother, screamed out and pulled him away, yelling at him (I could not understand the words), and I heard and saw her eventually swinging a large tray with glasses, and other dishes she was probably drying after washing, and smashing all down on my dad. My dad was sort of out of view for me at that point because he was on the floor blocking the just punishment he deserved with his arm (his arm I could see), but I was too busy screaming out my infant cries of excruciating pain... And before anyone tries to juggest this might have something to do with my particular religious experience about hell, I just have to say, I have kept this secret for far too long for anyone to say it's a blocked trauma. I only had everyone fooled enough that I actually believed their side of the story, in which my dad had obviously forced everyone to have to say I had tipped a tray of hot tea on myself. Funny, how any other possible witness to whether or not this were true is now deceased. It's sad, but it's funny in a suspicious term of the word.
So naturally, you may ask if I think my loving bride is in on any of this secret conspiracy if there is such a thing at all, and the answer is I honestly do not know. If she is, what would be the plan? Had my dad told her to treat me a certain way at a certain time? I don't know? Because, when we get along, man, it's a beautiful relationship. I've told my siblings that much, about how good we get along, and you should see the expression on their faces. As if it just would never make sense that that would be the case. I mean, my ex-girlfriend, would tell them how wrong they all are, she has said I was without a doubt the most stable, sane, perfect gentleman who ever came into her life. And I only regret how in comparison to anyone whom my abusive family has ever been in contact with in one way or the other, I have treated terribly, since we are broken up and all. I have apologized, for accidentally coming in and out of her life and breaking her young heart the way I had so many times. Of course I never meant to do that in that way, but she has never indicated that there were any hard feeling about those particular things.
And when you compare the difference between her and who I am with now, I think the one difference that makes all the difference is the fact that my parents had basically forbid me to see my ex-girlfriend, and had forbid her to as well. And how do I know this? Melony would take no shit from anyone, which is why my folks couldn't stand her, so she told me exactly what they had said and done. She would never understand why my dad would say the lies he had about me, and how anyone could possibly believe them over me. Oh, well.
Melany, if you can see this, please be careful, because there is no telling the lengths my dad would go to keep this stuff out of the papers... So-to-speak. I had to deactivate my facebook account, but I'll try to get a link to this to you somehow. Anyway, Got to go.
Till next post.
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Judah! Reuben. Gad, Asher. Naphtali Manasseh! Simeon, Levi: Issachar; Zebulun. Joseph Benjamin.
The meaning of the names from the twelve tribes of Israel spells out this sentence:
Praise! Luck, Happy, A Son Is Born--He Has Seen My Trouble. Fight The Cause To Forget! Listen, He Who Is Bound: A Man Is Hired--Accept The Gift. He Has Taken Away--May He Bring Another Son Who Will Be Fortunate.
Not one word of accusation against David Koresh was true... Not one word of accusation.
He had only one wife, and only slept with her, and only one member of his bible retreat owned a gun business: it was a legitimate gun business. The four agents that died at Waco 93 were all slated to be Al Gore's body guards, and three of them had already served as Bill Clinton's body guards during his campaign. They were assassinated by the ATF and the Branch Davidians were framed for it. George Bush senior was the head of the CIA during the assassinations of John F. Kennedy, Bobby Kennedy and Martain Luthar King. And it has already been deduced these assassinations were done by the CIA. Bush had done all this to insure the election of his son, George W. Bush. Now, do you see? This is the meaning of the burning 'Bush'.
Micah 4
The Mountain of the Lord
In the last days
the mountain of the Lord’s temple will be established
as the highest of the mountains;
it will be exalted above the hills,
and peoples will stream to it.
Many nations will come and say,
“Come, let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
to the temple of the God of Jacob.
He will teach us his ways,
so that we may walk in his paths.”
The law will go out from Zion,
the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.
He will judge between many peoples
and will settle disputes for strong nations far and wide.
They will beat their swords into plowshares
and their spears into pruning hooks.
Nation will not take up sword against nation,
nor will they train for war anymore.
Everyone will sit under their own vine
and under their own fig tree,
and no one will make them afraid,
for the Lord Almighty has spoken.
All the nations may walk
in the name of their gods,
but we will walk in the name of the Lord
our God for ever and ever.
The Lord’s Plan
“In that day,” declares the Lord,
“I will gather the lame;
I will assemble the exiles
and those I have brought to grief.
I will make the lame my remnant,
those driven away a strong nation.
The Lord will rule over them in Mount Zion
from that day and forever.
As for you, watchtower of the flock,
stronghold[a] of Daughter Zion,
the former dominion will be restored to you;
kingship will come to Daughter Jerusalem.”
Why do you now cry aloud—
have you no king[b]?
Has your ruler[c] perished,
that pain seizes you like that of a woman in labor?
Writhe in agony, Daughter Zion,
like a woman in labor,
for now you must leave the city
to camp in the open field.
You will go to Babylon;
there you will be rescued.
There the Lord will redeem you
out of the hand of your enemies.
But now many nations
are gathered against you.
They say, “Let her be defiled,
let our eyes gloat over Zion!”
But they do not know
the thoughts of the Lord;
they do not understand his plan,
that he has gathered them like sheaves to the threshing floor.
“Rise and thresh, Daughter Zion,
for I will give you horns of iron;
I will give you hooves of bronze,
and you will break to pieces many nations.”
You will devote their ill-gotten gains to the Lord,
their wealth to the Lord of all the earth.
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Through the course of some unfortunate family drama, a 17 year old, whose only crime was getting high with his friends, makes one naturally immature choice in response to his parents's ultimatum, and now he finds himself in a vigilante religious cult who lure and murder evil doers.
In the course of editing one revision, a word processor made the mistake of changing every "were" into "was", and although I have tried to make the necessary corrections, there seems to be still too many miss used ones for my taste. Luckily, the story is told through the eyes of the main character, so one can simply chalk it up to the character's manner of speech. ~Oliver. (They can't all be gems).
Today's Torah Lesson and Bible Study
Babylon is suddenly fallen and destroyed: howl for her; take blame for her pain, if so she may be healed. We would have healed Babylon, but she is not healed: forsake her, and let us go every one into his own country: for her judgment reacheth unto heaven, and is lifted up even to the skies. The LORD hath brought forth our righteousness: come, and let us declare in Zion the work of the LORD our God. (Jer. 51:6-10) Also je5145, is2701.
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