"For I," says the Lord, "will be unto her a firewall and will be the glory in the midst of her."
May God bless Abraham, Sarah and Isaac and all the generations of the descendants of Jacob. Amen.
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~Oliver.
Studies have shown infants who have stimulated their reproductive organs intentionally for pleasuring themselves, turn out to be off the charts genius adults. However, in the process of childhood their emotional development is more fragile than other's, and requires more mature and self disciplined parenting than usual. Unfortunately, in my case, the "man" of the house, who is a genius in his own right--and don't get me wrong, he's always been a good humored, good-hearted, righteous person--had suffered a childhood injury among other traumas damaging his empathetic abilities. He was of course intelligent enough to understand the importance of these things, but was incapable of recognizing the lack of it in himself. So, one sad story after another, one day, I literally died of a broken heart. Details, I will keep to myself. But I found out there is in fact a God, there is a heaven, a hell, a Merkabah, and so forth, including other worlds, other universes, no one would just believe. And God, after showing me so much, yet I know not nearly everything, and for several weeks it seems, had brought me back to my body at the same moment my heart would have stopped beating entirely. In time, I have learned some split second tricks of the mind, such as phantom lights, or figures out of the corner of my eyes, that make me stop and look again and they're gone, those things do symbolically predict the upcoming events, certain psychic techniques I've developed. I'm sure there's more I'll learn and pick up along the way. Luckily as a writer, I'm a little more versed in the art of symbolism and how one image does not necessarily represent what it would seem at all. These images should never be taken literally. This is the difference between 'literal' meaning and 'literary' meaning.
The point I've been trying to get to here is, one thing I have learned throughout my 48 years of life, is there is no reason life has to be devoid of magic, or fantastic, dream-like events. These 'dream on' notions of 'life doesn't work that way' are insisted upon by cynical, jaded people we know as atheists and agnostics, whose greatest wisdom is the acceptance of their own ignorance. Yet they impose their own limitations on everyone else, by cynically posing in short, if they can't know, then no one can. Science does not disprove heaven and hell or God at all. And rest assured the Creator created all creation quite scientifically. Even the symbolism the bible employs is a form of science, just as dream symbols are interpreted in the science of dream analysis. By the way, I can see this piece of writing is coming off pretty long-winded, and I hope to have time to revise it before posting it. I would like to cut it shorter and more to the point. There is so much I'd like to say, and it's impossible for me to put it eloquently in such short time. We are living in a time like never before, where time does not seem to be a luxury any good writer seems to have right now.
I remember being an infant in diapers, unable to walk or even raise my own head. I remember almost every moment in my life. And for some reason, this frightens my father so deeply he has lied about me to everyone who has ever come into contact with me. Now I do not have any idea what trauma I have endured and blocked out of my memory, and frankly, I don't even care. I don't require justice for any such thing, I just pray to God, please, stop these lies about me, what ever they may have been, which were meant to discredit me and my words. And the ironic part of it all, is as I was raised by people who have always told white lies so often my teen rebellion years have only resulted in my complete honesty. My form of white lies come in the form of omission. I have always kept other people's secrets. I never nark anyone out for anything. And I hate gossip. The truth is not everyone lies. Only liars say everyone lies. The most important lesson in writing is all does not need to be written. It came to me in a dream, and I wrote a poem about it. It was a love poem called 'Moon Over Eden' about being in love with an unattainable woman from afar. So all does not need to be written, and certainly all does not need to be said.
Once, long ago, we have lived in the presence of the Creator of all things. And even though it literally was heaven on earth, when ever we did anything wrong, He would burn us in hell mercilessly. And believe me, this I remember well. For everything I did down here, He would take me out of hell up there as if to say, "What did you just say to me?" Just to let me know why I had angered Him so much, and then He would promptly send me right back to hell again. And in case you're wondering, no, I do not feel like I deserve such horrible punishment in the least. I feel like an innocent child being mercilessly burned in hell completely and utterly unwarranted and without any just cause whatsoever. Not to mention the emotional heart crushing pain of God's disapproval, let alone His wrath. However, this is only how I feel. And I concede the Creator knows more than I about what is right and what is wrong and what I deserve and what I don't. Now, I can't speak for anyone else, but apparently, we have all experienced enough up there to beg the Creator to please give us another chance. And this is why we are here. This is why God hides Himself from the world. This is why there seems to be no proof for those cynical Atheists and Agnostics.
When Moses stood with God at Mount Sinai, we begged him, "Please, you speak to God, tell us what He says, and we will obey!" because God's presence was so terribly frightening, we could not handle it. And if you think for a moment He is not the most merciful, don't forget He has allowed us all this time to be and do what ever we please without even so much as a hint of His influence. And now, look around; what have we done? We pray like little naïve children do before bedtime, as if it amounted to a hill of beans. And we get hostile to one another, we complain, we cry over NOTHING in comparison to where we will each end up in the next world. And believe me... I am no more nor less guilty than anyone else who's tried to improve himself in the finer things in life. I'm afraid there is nothing I can do to please the Lord, but I wish I could with all my heart.
I have been to the Afterlife quite a few times. It's a little confusing to try to remember when exactly and exactly how many times during this particular lifetime. Some of these times were simply recalled or remembered with vivid detail as I lay crying my eyes out for some reason, not that this sort of thing was at all common, of course it most certainly was not a common occurrence. For instance, one morning I had awoke to find myself in Hell with the Angel standing over me with his sheet of paper listing some sins I was about to burn for. And sitting across from me, my Fiancé. And the Angel asked her some wise crack question and laughed at us with a very sinister, evil laugh. Then suddenly I literally dropped out of the air, about 3 feet or so above my bed as someone had knocked and opened the door to my room and awoke to this falling on my bed, although I was already truly awake in a very horrifying dimension. The last time I saw that Angel, he had his sheet of paper as usual and was calling me down to burn, and as he noticed his list had all been redacted with black ink neetly blotting out the rest of my sins on his list, he just gave me the finger and walked away. Thank God. As long as I remember these things, I should be a good boy from now on. Wouldn't you think? I'd like to teach the whole world how to visit Heaven alive. Yes, it's risky, but it is so worth it. And how wonderful the world would be then. In fact, Keep reading, and I will show you all how to do it in the last few paragraphs.
One day, I had temporarily broken up with my Fiancé and had been spending the day and night crying and praying to God. I had been trying some breathing exercises to calm myself down and had been inadvertently hyperventilating as I was praying with a severely broken heart. I had later did some reading on the ancient Kabbalists of Jewish Prophets, and this technique is an actual meditative technique of the ancient biblical prophets. They say only with a pure heart and an undistracted intent to bestow rather than to receive, one can make contact with the upper forces of GOD, and be united with His mind. This is called the divine influx, in which, at the very moment of unification with the mind of the Creator, Lightning will strike right next to you. And this is exactly what happened to me.
At first my mind was thinking as fast as a computer scanning multiple files at once. I was speaking, or thinking aloud, at the speed of light, answering prayers all over the world. I was trying to answer prayers on Twitter, yet, the computer could not keep up with me. I felt that my mathematics of the entire universe of matter, which was given to me, or revealed to me, by GOD himself through inspiration, was too much information to reveal on the internet, and that someone could feasibly destroy the entire universe by copying the information there of, and creating another big bang through a nuclear explosion. I felt so sorry I had let too much information out there and fell backwards on my bed repenting what I had done. The suffering was so great, I felt the whole house shake, as what I thought was the end of the world was taking place. The entire universe seemed to explode as I was cringing in remorse.
Suddenly all the lights went out, and I saw a familiar angel hovering over me, sitting on what looked like a nuclear bomb, his legs dangling off the sides. He said with a tearful laugh, "I felt so SORRY for you!" He had saved my life, spared me from the destruction of the entire universe. I was surrounded by deep outer space with my bedroom, broken in a million pieces. Nothing but my bed remained, where I lay. And then, just like that, the angel floated up and the entire universe was repaired like magic. The lights went back on with my computer running. I found out the next morning lightning had struck the tree next to our house, and we had lost power except for my bedroom.
Later when I read about such things also happening to the biblical prophets, after these divine influxes take place, what you are left with is an earth dwelling angel, whose prophecies always come true. That's right; I have become an actual angel of prophecy... An angel... How about that? I don't say all this to brag, but, I know this can make a difference in someone's life. I'm not perfect, but I'm working on it. That's all we can do, right?... Right.
Notes On Kabbalah (The Science Of Judaism):
We are all God's naive little children. Like the 70s song, Lonely Boy
In the summer of '53 his mother
Brought him a sister
And she told him we must attend to her needs
She's so much younger than you
Well he ran down the hall and he cried
Oh how could his parents have lied
When they said he was an only son
He thought he was the only one
Oh what a lonely boy
Oh what a lonely boy
Oh what a lonely boy
We're all like this to God. We all misunderstand our blessings in disguise. God is in control. As it is said, His glory fills the world. He is found in the highest places and the lowest places, in the good, and in the bad. He brings us everything. There are no forces that can work against Him. We just have to come to know He knows what's best, and that everything works out for the best in the long run. It's all part of His teaching us the patience of His prophecy.
The book of Micah, the last book of the Old Testament, says to remember some things... The Torah. The book of Revelation, the last book of the bible, says to remember some things... The Torah. And there are mysteries of the Torah, which, are impossible to explain. Whenever it gets boring, and let's face it, it does from time to time, remember to just let the words permeate your soul, let it do its magic on your subconscious; it will bring you ecstatic bliss.
1. Don’t believe a word you read. Test drive the lessons learned.
2. Two basic realities exist: our one percent world of darkness and the 99% realm of light.
3. Everything that a human being truly desires from life is spiritual light.
4. The purpose of life is spiritual transformation from a reactive being to a proactive being.
5. In the moment of our transformation we make contact with the 99% realm.
6. Never--and that means never--lay blame on other people or external events.
7. Resisting our reactive impulses creates lasting light.
8. Reactive behavior creates intense sparks of light, but eventually leaves darkness in its wake.
9. Obstacles are our opportunity to connect to the light.
10. The greater the obstacle, the greater the potential light.
11. When challenges appear overwhelming, inject certainty. The light is always there.
12. All of the negative traits that you spot in others are merely a reflection of your own negative traits. Only by fixing yourself can you change others.
Love your neighbor as yourself.
And instead of saying grace, bless the Lord after you eat.
Thirteen Divine Attributes Of Saintliness:
1. Forbearance in the face of insult.
2. Patience in enduring evil.
3. Pardon, to the point of erasing the evil suffered.
4. Total identification with his neighbor.
5. Complete absence of anger, combined with appropriate action.
6. Mercy, to the point of recalling only the good qualities of his tormentor.
7. Eliminating all traces of vengefulness.
8. Forgetting suffering inflicted on himself by others and remembering the good.
9. Compassion for the suffering without judging them.
10. Truthfulness.
11. Mercy beyond the letter of the Law with the good.
12. Assisting the wicked to improve without judging them.
13. Remembering all human beings always in the innocence of their infancy.
The Ten Sephirot (Spheres) otherwise known as The Cosmic Tree Of Life:
Crown (Humility)
Understanding - Wisdom
Judgment - Loving Kindness
Beauty
Majesty - Endurance
Foundation
Sovereignty
(Read that tree of life from bottom to top, right to left order).
Climb that tree. A well rounded climber of the tree of life is an Ophan (The ophanim are symbolized by the wheel shaped angels of GOD's palace).
If the thought involves desire and lust, it has fallen from the universe of Love; if it is a debilitating phobia, it is from the universe of Fear... When you bind these thoughts to God through Love and Fear of the Creator, you can return them to their source... Each thought can thus be elevated to the original sphere from which it fell.
Every person can attain the highest level. It depends on nothing but your own free choice. You must truly care about yourself and carefully decide what good truly lies before you... The main thing is prayer. Accustom yourself to beg and plead before God. Speak to him in any language you understand--this is especially important. Beg Him to open your eyes. Ask Him to help you along the path of devotion. Plead that you be worthy of drawing close to Him.
After I had returned from my accidental journey to the Merkabah, I started reading up on the subject. Many books from the library were made available on the subject of Merkabah. Some may be copyrighted, but the pure scriptures remain public domain. I later returned to the Merkabah with a broken heart having temporarily broken up with my fiancé. Here is the program for the Gates of Heaven to be switched on and the gates to be open. And Up You Go... Remember the heavy crown of Humility... This is the key... Be humble... Genuinely. And wash yourself totally clean before following the instructions to visit Heaven. No matter how righteous you are, you will burn and be forced to examine your sins. And you will burn 365 times at the very least. But may God show mercy on you, as He did me--And oh, God, may He show even more mercy, I pray. And you will see many divine and splendid things. And you will forever more desire nothing else but to be an enlightened saint on this planet so that you may help elevate this world to higher and higher spiritual levels.
It Is Time To Call Down GOD's Judgment (Call Out These Words):
Judah! Reuben. Gad, Asher. Naphtali Manasseh! Simeon, Levi: Issachar; Zebulun. Joseph Benjamin. The meaning of the names from the twelve tribes of Israel spells out this sentence: Praise! Luck, Happy, A Son Is Born--He Has Seen My Trouble. Fight The Cause To Forget! Listen, He Who Is Bound: A Man Is Hired--Accept The Gift. He Has Taken Away--May He Bring Another Son Who Will Be Fortunate.
The most just, is He Who lives forever.
The most faithful, is He Who lives forever.
The most beloved, is He Who lives forever.
The most lovely, is He Who lives forever.
The most supportive, is He Who lives forever.
The most effervescent, is He Who lives forever.
The most humble, is He Who lives forever.
The most righteous, is He Who lives forever.
The most pious, is He Who lives forever.
The most holy, is He Who lives forever.
The most pure, is He Who lives forever.
The most blessed, is He Who lives forever.
The most lofty, is He Who lives forever.
The most mighty, is He Who lives forever.
The most gracious, is He Who lives forever.
The most merciful, is He Who lives forever.
The King of Kings of Kings and Lord of all Crowns, is He Who lives forever.
Amen.
Totrosi’ai the Lord God of Israel desires and awaits--
In the manner as He awaits for the redemption and for the season of salvation
Which is laid up for Israel for a day of vengeance
After the destruction of the last temple--
When shall he that descend to the Merkabah descend?
When shall he see the loftiness of its height?
When shall he see the end which brings salvation?
When shall he hear the end which is wrought by wonders?
When shall he see that which the eye has not seen?
When shall he ascend and tell it to the sons of Abraham who loved Him?
...And whenever a man wished to descend to the Merkabah he would call to Surya the Prince of the Presence and conjure him one hundred and twelve times by Totrosi’ai the Lord God of Israel. And let him beware that he do not exceed one hundred and twelve times and do not diminish from them. And if he exceeds or diminishes his blood is upon his own head. But his mouth must utter the words of conjuration and the fingers of his hands must count one hundred and twelve and then he may go down and roam in the world of the Merkabah.
Find a place by yourself and as you call out to Surya keep track of which finger you're on as you count ten times on each finger all the way to your tenth finger, then it's twelve more times calling Surya, and then say, by Totrosi’ai the Lord God of Israel.
I believe this is how I did it. Remember to wash yourself completely clean before any of this. No one should ever even pray much less bless anything without at least clean hands or as completely clean as humanly possible.
Excerpt taken from the book, 'KABBALAH The Way Of The Jewish Mystic'
Other excerpts taken from 'Practical Kabbalah'
And Still others taken from Hekalot Scripture
All excerpts analysed and expanded upon by me, and not for commercial use.
Click on the link below to read Hekhalot Rabbati (the greater treatise concerning the palaces of heaven):
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The Torah lesson referring to just such divine influx:
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Judah! Reuben. Gad, Asher. Naphtali Manasseh! Simeon, Levi: Issachar; Zebulun. Joseph Benjamin.
The meaning of the names from the twelve tribes of Israel spells out this sentence:
Praise! Luck, Happy, A Son Is Born--He Has Seen My Trouble. Fight The Cause To Forget! Listen, He Who Is Bound: A Man Is Hired--Accept The Gift. He Has Taken Away--May He Bring Another Son Who Will Be Fortunate.
Not one word of accusation against David Koresh was true... Not one word of accusation.
He had only one wife, and only slept with her, and only one member of his bible retreat owned a gun business: it was a legitimate gun business. The four agents that died at Waco 93 were all slated to be Al Gore's body guards, and three of them had already served as Bill Clinton's body guards during his campaign. They were assassinated by the ATF and the Branch Davidians were framed for it. George Bush senior was the head of the CIA during the assassinations of John F. Kennedy, Bobby Kennedy and Martain Luthar King. And it has already been deduced these assassinations were done by the CIA. Bush had done all this to insure the election of his son, George W. Bush. Now, do you see? This is the meaning of the burning 'Bush'.
Micah 4
The Mountain of the Lord
In the last days
the mountain of the Lord’s temple will be established
as the highest of the mountains;
it will be exalted above the hills,
and peoples will stream to it.
Many nations will come and say,
“Come, let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
to the temple of the God of Jacob.
He will teach us his ways,
so that we may walk in his paths.”
The law will go out from Zion,
the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.
He will judge between many peoples
and will settle disputes for strong nations far and wide.
They will beat their swords into plowshares
and their spears into pruning hooks.
Nation will not take up sword against nation,
nor will they train for war anymore.
Everyone will sit under their own vine
and under their own fig tree,
and no one will make them afraid,
for the Lord Almighty has spoken.
All the nations may walk
in the name of their gods,
but we will walk in the name of the Lord
our God for ever and ever.
The Lord’s Plan
“In that day,” declares the Lord,
“I will gather the lame;
I will assemble the exiles
and those I have brought to grief.
I will make the lame my remnant,
those driven away a strong nation.
The Lord will rule over them in Mount Zion
from that day and forever.
As for you, watchtower of the flock,
stronghold[a] of Daughter Zion,
the former dominion will be restored to you;
kingship will come to Daughter Jerusalem.”
Why do you now cry aloud—
have you no king[b]?
Has your ruler[c] perished,
that pain seizes you like that of a woman in labor?
Writhe in agony, Daughter Zion,
like a woman in labor,
for now you must leave the city
to camp in the open field.
You will go to Babylon;
there you will be rescued.
There the Lord will redeem you
out of the hand of your enemies.
But now many nations
are gathered against you.
They say, “Let her be defiled,
let our eyes gloat over Zion!”
But they do not know
the thoughts of the Lord;
they do not understand his plan,
that he has gathered them like sheaves to the threshing floor.
“Rise and thresh, Daughter Zion,
for I will give you horns of iron;
I will give you hooves of bronze,
and you will break to pieces many nations.”
You will devote their ill-gotten gains to the Lord,
their wealth to the Lord of all the earth.
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Through the course of some unfortunate family drama, a 17 year old, whose only crime was getting high with his friends, makes one naturally immature choice in response to his parents's ultimatum, and now he finds himself in a vigilante religious cult who lure and murder evil doers.
In the course of editing one revision, a word processor made the mistake of changing every "were" into "was", and although I have tried to make the necessary corrections, there seems to be still too many miss used ones for my taste. Luckily, the story is told through the eyes of the main character, so one can simply chalk it up to the character's manner of speech. ~Oliver. (They can't all be gems).
Today's Torah Lesson and Bible Study
Babylon is suddenly fallen and destroyed: howl for her; take blame for her pain, if so she may be healed. We would have healed Babylon, but she is not healed: forsake her, and let us go every one into his own country: for her judgment reacheth unto heaven, and is lifted up even to the skies. The LORD hath brought forth our righteousness: come, and let us declare in Zion the work of the LORD our God. (Jer. 51:6-10) Also je5145, is2701.
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