Welcome to the board. I can completely understand the draw back into smoking especially if your husband smokes and has a desire to see you smoke. I also can understand completely how something as simple as smoking can renew a relationship in a strong way.
My wife and I have been together for 11 years now and after my son was born, we sort of grew stale. Unlike you, she had never smoked and I had never expected her to. One day when she was really stressed, I got all of my courage up and offered her a cigarette and to my total amazement, she took it and thus began a journey of learning to smoke that lasted about a year and a half. Our relationship gained so much passion that I was beside myself.
As we move forward, the passion has not reduced, but along with the closeness that it has brought, it has also brought about some negative passion as well. I wouldn't trade any of it but you have to know that sometimes there is a lot good that comes with deeper emotions but sometimes deeper emotions can also cause deeper and more pasionate disagreements.
I hope that you enjoy your new found love for smoking and I also hope that you take your renewed passion with caution and joy as you move forward in your life.
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