Posted by David McCannon Link: David McCannon Olympic Pin Collector and Web Designer
on 6/5/2003, 3:26 am
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I am tired of this thing called life. It is full of heartaches and pain. Why must I go through life feeling this way? Can I not even have one day where everything seems ok? I can't cope with life today. I am lonely and it seems that no one cares or understands why I am feeling this way. Why I can't be content with myself, excepting the limitations I have? Why is it that sometimes death seems more desirable than facing an uncertain future and fears we must face each day? Why is it so
hard to do the things that are good for us? Why do we feel so helpless when it comes to handling our own feelings and emotions? It is no fun living with the internal pain day after day. I have found that my life has become unmanageable. The simple things in life have become a major burden and more of a challenge than I would like to admit. How does one take responsibility for ones life when all desire to live has faded away? Lord, help me to make it through this day.
Depression
David W. McCannon
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