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First off, my faith in GOD, keeps me going!!
I am six months out, from right side mastectomy. I truely believe, there is a grieving process involved. I am seriously having a serious, serious problem, with this process. I had never, ever considered the thought of driving off a bridge, until now. As I said before my FAITH IN GOD would not allow me to follow though. My problem is that I do have these thoughts, now. The entire time I was going through the cancer process(chemo, and four surgeries)....I breezed though, but six months later I still have no feeling, in parts of my stomach and all of my "New and Improved right breast mound", other than pain, where there is scar tissue. I just don't understand, why now. I will go to sleep tonight and these thoughts will be a distant memory. I am almost done, so why now?