Posted by Hope on February 23, 2009, 8:56 am, in reply to "Forgiveness..."
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Life is short, that's true. But this is part of that.....havin things taken from us. And if we feel any self-worth at all, feelin anger about that.
But, like I said, I decided it was circumstantial and nothin could be done or would be done and I had ta move on. Not grieving him at all since his death was disconcertin since I do grieve everyone I lose, be they patients or friends. Not caring about him is a part of letting him go.
He didn't want contact with anyone except my mom and she had a very difficult time bein' with him for a while. It got easier fo her but not anyone else since he wouldn't write to anyone anymo (he had dragonspeak so it'd type what he said), wouldn't call, wouldn't accept calls. It made it mo difficult fo me to try to fo'give him but that's life; we all get to choose and then hopefully, if we're smart, try to understand our choices and the consequences from that.
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