Posted by Nadine on October 23, 2008, 1:45 pm, in reply to "This hardly seems wrong"
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thank you all for your words of support. I did go to see a pyschitrist and he work well with me and I was on medications but then he retired and moved so I was given a nurse practictioner and she decided that I didn't need those medications. she even went so far as to say that she didn't believe any woman needed those medicenes. which I was taking was klonopin for my anxiety attacks and ambien so I could sleep. she said she went through luekemia and bone marrow transplant and didn't need any of that. I left her office feeling horrible. she made me feel like a drug addict. and what was worse was she put in my medical records unknown drug dependancy. I quit going after that. I don't sleepl much. I take benadryl to try and get some sleep and I just suck up the rest of it. I was tired of being he guinnea pig . constantly changing medications for my emotions. I had one that worked and then at a whim of someone different they change it just because they prescribed to a different philosophy. My previous psychiatrist specialized in the field of cancer pt. I did try to see someone else again but it was another nurse practioner who wanted to change all my meds again. I just gave up on it.
I am glad i found this site. thank you all for being so supportive. I really am having difficulty in my decision on what step to take next on this road of reconstruction. I'm afraid of making everything worse so I am taking my time figureing out which method is best.
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