Posted by michelle on October 17, 2008, 11:50 pm, in reply to "Wow, the unexpected is always so hard. :("
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Thanks for responding, I went to the dr today toget some help but they made me feel like something was wrong with me, ask me if I felt suicidal and said do I feel guilt for her dying. etc., yes I do feel guilt because I had planned this big trip for us to go on this past august and the dr told her in june that she needed more chemo, she told him no because she wanted to go visit me and us do this trip which we did I didn't know about him wanting her having chemo again until after she was in the hospital and he told me that she chose the trip over chemo., maybe she would still be alive if she had of done the chemo I dunno.
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