Posted by Deb on August 8, 2009, 11:28 am, in reply to "I know what you mean"
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Get a job, volunteer, do some thing to take your mind off your problems!!! Well, Like you, #1. There are no jobs in Rowe.#2. How can one volunteer without needing money to get some where, TO do that sort of thing. #3.I find trying to take my mind off the problems in my life, only Compound them- it's not like they just go away and their done with! O God if I had a dime for every time some one has told me these line's or told me to 'smile' I'd have no money problems now, how about you?
Beth I don't have any answers for people in our shoes, Maybe it lies in the fact that we DO HAVE EACH OTHER. I know I feel the same way you described. I told my husband and my daughter in law,, "I feel lost, lonely and alone, and lost track of who I even am at this point.
I have to party's to go to today!! one is happening right this minute as I am here with you,, the other is later this evening. I want no part of either of them,, however-- I will be pushing myself to spend time at them both. I could care less about either let me tell you!! I'm sore, hurting and tired along with feeling so down that my face hits the floor by my feet. I hate this feeling!!! Then it's the "FAKE SMILE' for everyone that hasn't got a clue how I'm really feeling inside this body that hate's me. Yup ,, that smile has to carry us threw so much crap!! I have to go because my husband's co worker sent us the invitation to a Pig Roast. He's excited about it, I'm dreading it. Sorry for being so long on here,, I'll let you know how it all goes. I'm off to Party #1 that my husband won't go to, right now,, then the next one by 4.
You try to take care of yourself Beth,, I know I'm a lousy source to help you, I'm having trouble helping me,, perhaps together we can help each other though.
Keep the Positive thoughts if you can, later, hugs, deb PS. Your never to long on here,, and you may VENT to me ANY TIME!!
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