Posted by Deb on August 8, 2009, 11:09 am, in reply to "Re: This is Long-forgive me Pondies."
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When I was reading your Post,, I could feel the closeness of our lives. You know exactly what I'm talking about and how our mothers can pull our strings, and push our buttons at all time. I feel so 'crazy' at times for not knowing What I'm supposed to do or feel that I'm lost with in myself!
I'm glad you found a shrink who understands how hurtful life can be for alot of us.
I actually got a note from the jerk I saw a week ago that said, "Deb, are you planning on making another appointment?" All this told me was this guy doesn't have much business if he has time to write this to me. At NO time in the paper work or in his office was I asked if I was thinking of doing harm to myself- - All the others I've seen over the years have asked me this first thing. So, I completely agree with you, they may be smart in the books but without first hand experience in the hurt and painful areas they are rather useless to me.
I can not express to you how Thankful I am that you wrote back and shared what you did Beth. I needed to know that I'm not alone feeling like this. I am sorry you have to go threw the 'button pushing' stuff like me,, when we love our mothers/family's like we do. It just rips our heart out doesn't it?
I'm praying for you and your family lady, God help us find our place on this planet when all is said and done right? I'm here to listen and help if I can Beth,,as you have helped me.. Thank you sooo very much for sharing. Prayers, Spoons and hugs to you. deb
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