Posted by dan on January 3, 2004, 5:39 am, in reply to "help!my life is crap." --Previous Message--
my life is pretty crap to at the moment,found out that my girlfriend cheated on me,she ended it an all,she was the only person who eevr gave me confidence and now nothin she sed b4 means nethin to me...couples days later a bird shit on my head hah..so there i was jus laffin my head off with bird poop rollin down my head,with these two grannys jus starin at me,cz it jus felt like some1 up in heaven was tryna break me.This was followed by the shittest new years ever...which i ended up havin to stay in a room with my ex all night,then i came out and was confronted by this girl who sed i called her a virgin!??!?! WHAA!?!?...then i had to drag my best friend away from gettin into a fight,then another friend went missin,then another friend got thrown out of the party[he was of course pissed out of his head so i gave my jacket,cz it was rainin and freezin...so i walked him home,with jus a shirt on] and well yeah life is jus bollocks at the moment...and i know sometimes u think killin urself would jus end all the pain...but in ten years time mate..when ur happy and some lucky person finds ya...u will regret ever considerin endin it...i know its tough now..but u jus hav to ride it out,dont let them break u.Every1 goes through times and im sorry that ur goin through one,but there is good people around in the world,i know its hard to believe but aload of strangers had it in them to try and help ya,even if what im sayin might b of no help at all and i dont know where im goin with this..and when u pull through this u can use ur experiance to help another person in the same boat...soo to sum it up ummm....thins will get better even if it doesnt seem like it now..all the best
: i have NEVER thought about this but im
: seriously thinking about killing myself.my
: life is just crap anymore.im always fighting
: with my sister and mom and i feel like ive
: had everything taken away from me.my so
: called best friend stole my THISCLOSE to
: being boyfriend, my sister and her new
: fiancee moved into my room and im living in
: this crappy little 3 foot wide room, everyone
: who deserved to live has died that i know,
: and to top it all off, everyone at school
: makes fun of SOMETHING about me.im starting
: to think about killing myself just to see if
: anyone cared.just to see if anyone actually
: came to the funeral.JUST TO SEE if Heaven
: really is a better place.....
: Please help.I don't WANT to kill myself
: that badly.
: Can anyone help me??
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