Posted by Roy C. your surroundings sure don't sound great, and you have my sympathies for that. it's not easy when you get pushed around and you feel helpless. *didn't your mom try to help you when you got removed from your existing room?* *if you die, how will you find out if anyone cared or not, or who would show up to your funeral?* *being bullied at school isn't just about the physical side, but also the emotional/mental side. talk to your school counselor and mention how you are being bullied and it is affect you very badly. if they can't do anything, then they'd better recommend someone else who might.* *a friend isn't a friend if they don't try to understand and respect you. that so-called "best friend" might as well look like a stranger to you because that's all she really is.* *what if you kill yourself and find that your afterlife is even worse? it's a one-way ticket you know.* if your family/home life is that poor then perhaps you should contact your local childcare organisation (be it from your city hall or another counselor) and maybe getting moved into a foster family may help - but please be careful with this option as a complete change of scenery could be just as DAMAGING as it may seem a relief. feel free to email me or reply here if you would like to continue talking - i'll try to help with the best of my abilities. but i would honestly recommend to also talk to your school counselor and see if there's anything he/she can do to help. Roy C. --Previous Message--
on November 10, 2003, 8:47 pm, in reply to "help!my life is crap."
often times you look at life and see how difficult it is. the pain and suffering that an individual can endure will vary for every person in the world. to do something like that to yourself may seem like a gift but is also a selfish act. but if you're beyond caring, then i hope you go find someone to talk to who can be there for you in person because talking about it online may not be enough.
GYN Head Counselor
: i have NEVER thought about this but im
: seriously thinking about killing myself.my
: life is just crap anymore.im always fighting
: with my sister and mom and i feel like ive
: had everything taken away from me.my so
: called best friend stole my THISCLOSE to
: being boyfriend, my sister and her new
: fiancee moved into my room and im living in
: this crappy little 3 foot wide room, everyone
: who deserved to live has died that i know,
: and to top it all off, everyone at school
: makes fun of SOMETHING about me.im starting
: to think about killing myself just to see if
: anyone cared.just to see if anyone actually
: came to the funeral.JUST TO SEE if Heaven
: really is a better place.....
: Please help.I don't WANT to kill myself
: that badly.
: Can anyone help me??
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