Posted by Big Al My girlfriend of 2 years is talking about marriage and I don't know where I can get a job and every now and then just want to stop life. Part of me longs to spend the rest of my life with my girl but I keep having irrational thoughts of breaking up with her for basically no good reason. The job is a work in progress I know that I can face that one when I graduate. And every time I try to convince myself that I can kill myself, I just end up discouraged that I can even hurt myself anymore.
on May 27, 2005, 8:22 pm
I just finished my freshman year of college and I just have conflicting emotions in me. I know that I belong at college and I’m enjoying it there but it's everything else that I don't know about.
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