Posted by kurt
on December 13, 2004, 10:19 am
hi their i really need some help and i'm not sure if this is the right site to post this message on but if anyone is good with advice then please read on.
about 10 year i go i discovered that i was bi sexually well thats what i thought so i started dating both male and females and i felt conformable with that. I went out with this guy for about 5 weeks and then we broke up because i felt it wasnt right but when i was going out with him i loved him at the time. 5 weeks later i had a girl friend but could stop thinking about guys my girlfriend knew i was bi and understood but in side i was really confusssed and felt that i couldnt go out with her i didnt want to do the dumping so i cheated on her with another guy at a party aftershe left i told her the next night and that was the end of it. But during that time their was abother girl interested in my so i got to know her through the year and had i liken to her she asked me out a year last year and i said no because i didnt know her that well then and i didnt like her in that way but only as a friend all my friends thought she was right for me so i started dating her and then she asked me out i said yes only becuase my friends thought she was right for me and know they've got to know her better they think different and their saying that shes not the one in away i do love but my problem is when it comes to sex i feel different sex with girls does nothing for me and i dont know if its just because i've only done it with the one person. And now my best friend thinks that i am gay becuase he can tell when am happy and when i am not he says i look happier when im with guys and i dont know which i like best i would give guys oral but i dont like giving girls oral or having sex with them both and that makes me feel bad because my girlfriend gives me more attention than i give her and i cant decided if i am bi or gay. My girlfriend thinks i dream about guys alot but i cant remeber my dreams i dont knowif anyof this makes sense but can some one help me out please!!!
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