Posted by -blank- on March 28, 2004, 2:49 pm
Ok, there's this guy that I went out with for a really long time. He was everything I ever wanted in a guy.
I'm a "virgin mary", as my friends have called it. I had never kissed anyone before him and even then I only gave him the small kisses. Nothing big and extravagant (no open mouth). He said he was fine with it and that he'd wait. But I could tell he really wanted to go further. I wanted to make him happy but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
That's why they call me the virgin mary. I'm not even religious!
Anyways, he broke up with me and it really hurt cuz I loved him a lot. I know people my age "don't know what love is" but this was about as close as someone my age can come.
There were all kinds rumors going around about why he did it. Not big public ones like what you see on TV, but rrumors between friends and whatnot. He broke up to go out with my friend (like they always do), he wanted to go further, he used me then got sick of me... blah blah.
Quite frankly, after thinking it over for a while, I figured he was just trying to get in my pants. I know that's the "only thing on teenage boys' minds" and all...but it just. I dunno. I keep thinking that he really did love me but he just needed more and maybe I should of gone further?
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