Posted by marina --Previous Message--
on February 5, 2004, 8:35 pm, in reply to "Re: help!my life is crap."
: : My life is crap. I have three young kids and
: Im so young myself, the dad keeps helping me
: out and then just disappearing and leaving me
: on my *ss when Im a full time student, and I
: work full time. This shit is driving me
: crazy. I cant quit what Im doing but at the
: same time I want to do nothing. Its not fair
: how those jackasses can just run off whenever
: they feel like it. All I think about is one
: day this will all pay off, and it better. But
: then I remember that bad things happen to
: good people. Look at all those freaks out
: there getting away with murder having fun and
: partying, when theres people like me trying
: to get a great life and being put down on the
: way by parents, bf's. Sometimes i wish I was
: dead but I dont wanna kill myself. I bet
: heaven is better, but you DONT go there when
: you commit suicide. I am getting baptized
: this Sunday becaues I turned to God to take
: all the weight off of me. I want to feel like
: a new person again and find happiness
: somewhere. Baptism is a new start, so if
: youre feeling alone, thin kabout it, it may
: be the answer to everything. My bf followed
: me to this small town, and now I hear from my
: new friends at school how they are running
: into him at the bar and everything, he always
: takes over my life. Ive been on a freaking
: rollercoaster for 7 years now, and Im sick of
: this. Like when does it end? Dont kill
: yourself though, dont do that please! Im
: going to prove my parents wrong, they think
: this single is same shit different pile, Ill
: be the only one in my family who ever did
: anything important in thier life. People who
: struggle the most turn out the most
: successful, and then you hear then saying
: that they used to have nothing and now they
: have everything, Just dont give up man, I
: think the devil sees what people are so
: importanat and tries to derail them throuout
: thier life to stop thier huge success cuz
: thats what the enemy hates. Dont give up and
: youre gonna be something HUGE.....youll see
: and so will I. ok that was serious, but
: really, good luck!!!
:hello . this is not a storie a person that i cared 4 did a murder in mojave . he was a nice guy , but he took the wrong / way out of bveing human. so many things happend to him . sister just passed away, the wife , he left and then him self .it look like the death penalt. thank u
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