Posted by Chandra
on 8/23/2005, 3:31 pm
24.59.16.201
All the technology in the world and I can’t send this to you. It doesn’t matter how many years pass. Everything seems like yesterday. I’ve gotten a lot better about dealing with all of this mess. (I guess.)
When I say it seems like yesterday,-it’s the sound of your voice, the nod of your head, a sigh and a smile… How do I get over the vision in my head?
You being so full of life and so real, now it’s no longer true. All of it is the past and I can’t just let you slip away and be a memory. There seems like there has got to be another option but all that was to be done is done.
I tell myself you are happy and free. I try and let myself be the same. No matter what I try it seems like a big mistake for anyone to have to battle with. I’ll never get over the loss of you. I try and learn from this all and stay in touch with everyone I love. It’s a lesson learned but not a fair price to pay.
I miss you Jake. I missed you before you were gone and I will always miss the friendship we had. I don’t know what else to say right now.
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