Posted by John/Paul on September 12, 2005, 3:17 am, in reply to "22-year-old exhibitionist / 38-year-old exhibitionist" When I was seven or eight years old, Mum and Dad found a new babysitter. From where, I'm not sure, but I think she was the daughter of a friend of Dad's. Mum and Dad used to go out for the evening once a month or so, and so I would be left with the babysitter. The normal routine with previous baby sitters was that I would be run a bath, I would bathe, then be able to watch a few minutes' TV before getting into bed and reading for a while. I complained that I didn't want to be seen 'nudie' but she just insisted that I had nothing to worry about and that I wouldn't be the first boy she had seen 'nudie'. I undressed and jumped into the safety of the bath bubbles. Despite my embarrassment, there was an element of thrill to be naked in this situation. Whilst in the bath, I began to see the inevitable prospect of getting out the bath, and the unavoidable embarrassment, but thrill, when I had to get out of the bath—and get dried. But, a far more embarrassing but thrilling scene was to occur before that. She filled her hand with bath gel, asked me to stand up, and said that she was going to get me 'soaped up'. She had a forceful nature, although she was kind and smiling. It was quite clear to me at this point that I just had to do as she said. I stood up in the bath and she covered me with the soap gel from neck to ankles. She did not shy for one moment from washing my testicles, penis, bottom and anus. She asked me if I washed under my foreskin. I looked at her inquisitively. She said that she would show me. Immediately, she fully pulled back my foreskin with one hand and cleaned my penis head and underneath my foreskin with the other. This is a very sensitive area, even for a seven- or eight-year-old boy, and inevitably, I got an erection. I was SO embarrassed, and I wanted to sit down, but she was very reassuring and told me that it was perfectly OK. She continued to wash my penis and testicles for a while, a while that I considered to be far too long, and I began to strongly suspect that she was enjoying 'playing with me'. After the bath, she wrapped me in a towel, laid me on the bed, and said that she was going to give me a massage. At first, she massaged me wrapped in the towel, but after a few minutes she unwrapped the towel and squared it out on the bed. I was completely naked and felt very exposed. I gathered myself into a foetal position but she just 'uncurled' me and laid me flat on my back again. She produced a bottle of oil and quickly covered me from head to foot with her hands. Again she did not shy away from touching my penis and testicles. Again she lingered slowly massaging my genitals. Again, my penis erected, and she was doing, what I now know to be masturbating actions on my penis. She put me to bed with a glass of warm milk, another part of her routine that I was not accustomed to, but one that also went down very well indeed. This little adventure, the massage, and the warm milk, certainly had the effect of sending me straight to sleep. Perhaps this was all it was intended to do, and there was absolutely no sexual element here what-so-ever, but I'm reasonably sure that there was an ulterior motive. At the time she must have only been 16 years old, but as far as I was concerned, at the time, she was a grownup. I suspect that that she used me to become familiar with the 'ways of the boy'. I also suspect that when she said that I wouldn't be the first boy she had seen 'nudie', that in-fact I was, and she used this situation as a little bit of harmless sexual fun and to further her knowledge about boy's genitals. This girl must have babysat four or so times over about a six-month period. I don't know why it stopped, and I don't know what happened to her. Mum and Dad knew that she was massaging me after a bath and that she was giving me warm milk. They knew that I liked it and considered it to be a treat but I'm certain that they never knew the intimate nature of those occasions. Like Jack, I'm not asking for help and I just wanted to get these things that off my chest and share them. _________________________ When I was 10 years old, my two best friends, for the whole of the long summer holidays at least, were two twin girls. I can't even remember their names now. This is some years back. They lived in the next road, I knew them from school, not from my class though. I think they were in the year above me at school, so I don't know how we three got together, but we did. We used to meet every day and spend most of the day playing in the woods just over the back of where we lived. We'd have tea and dinner etc together at each others' respective houses, all lovingly prepared by our parents, who were perfectly happy that we'd found nice friends and we played together so nicely, and everything was so perfect and normal.... But, what they didn't know, is what we got up to in the deepest darkest part of the woods.... I think it started off as the old classic 'you show me yours and I'll show you mine' game; by the next day or so, it had evolved into a kind of 'Doctor, Doctor' game, I think it then went into an 'evil headmistress and naughty boy' game, and before we really knew what was going on, we were playing a full-on dominatrix/slave game that was very much sexual in orientation. The girls would make me strip naked. I had to stand to attention while the girls played with my 'willy'. Sometimes, I had to pretend that I was tied up and helpless by clasping my hands over a tree branch overhead. If at any time I got an erection, it would get a lot of attention from the girls. They would hold it, tug it, slap it—and of course, showing an erect penis to girls is a very bad thing to do, and so this would lead to a session of bottom spanking. The girls would also strip naked. I had to 'worship' them. I had to marvel and admire their bodies. They made me kiss their nipples, bottoms, and vaginas. I was not allowed to speak and I had to do exactly what they said. I had to treat them like goddesses. Looking back, it's shocking, and ridiculous to think that we were only 10 and 11 years old. None of us even had any pubic hair, the girls had not even a hint of breasts—and there we were playing master/slave sex games and indulging in what is nothing short really of oral sex. We knew it was 'naughty' but it was fun, it was different, it was sexy, but we didn't really know what sex was—if that makes any sense. We never really ever expected to get caught. The woods were extensive, thickly grown in places, and we knew the 'secret' parts. Being the younger, and being outnumbered by the girls, I always kind of thought that it would be them who would get into trouble, but we, as far as I know, were never even seen by anyone. Much of what we were doing then is the very stuff of so many common adult fantasies. None of us had read, seen, or been taught about this kind of stuff. It makes me think that this kind of thing is perfectly natural, normal, and had been going on for thousands of years. _________________________ These feelings reflect mine entirely, please read my response in young female domination for my childhood account. Please get in touch as I would love to chat with someone with these same feelings. Thanks, Paul Link: Post a response
Board Administrator
The Babysitter
Posted by John on August 2, 2004, 7:17 am
The new babysitter had her own ideas of a bedtime routine. She would run me a bath, but she didn't leave me to bathe, she stayed. Initially I did protest but she insisted that she stay.
You show me yours....
Posted by John on August 2, 2004, 7:28 am
Posted by Paul on January 6, 2005, 5:55 am
Message Thread:
« Back to thread
