Posted by Jim on September 12, 2005, 2:54 am For the past 10 years I have progressively gotten more daring in “accidentally” flashing people. From running nude in the park, wearing baggy, loose shorts at the gym to windsurfing nude. I keep in shape and trim my body hair very short. I am 5-8, 163 lbs. and 44 years old. I’m sure if I were 20 pounds heavier, I would get more negative looks. Last summer I discovered a clothing-optional beach only an hour from my office in NJ. I go once a week or so and stay for two or three hours. My biggest thrill now is walking the quarter mile from my car to the beach in the clothed area wearing just a thong (sometimes transparent). I usually get very positive reactions (except from the park policewoman—who said I should wear something more appropriate). When I get to the beach, I walk around wearing some sort of jewelry on my penis or [scrotum]. Since most people are nude, it makes me stand out. I get a lot of verbal comments from both gays and women—which only encourages me. Sometimes I have a full erection as I walk down the beach. When I leave for the day, I go to the outdoor showers to wash the sand and suntan oil off. I wear a white g-string or white bikini underwear—so when wet it becomes quite transparent. If I notice people (esp. women) stealing glances, I get an erection. I then walk to my car all wet with my beach chair in one hand and cooler in the other. I dry off and change in the parking lot. Sometimes I’ll change into just some underwear and drive home (two hours) stroking my erection with my underwear on the floor. By the time I am near my home I usually have an intense orgasm and [ejaculate] on my chest and hand. I don’t think I am cured, but it has helped me refrain from local exhibition adventures, so at least I don’t have much chance of my neighbors catching me. I am sure one reason I do this is for an ego boost. My wife has no idea what I do at the beach (she thinks I am playing volleyball or jogging—which, of course, I am—only in the nude). So, I guess I am addicted to getting praise. I have a kind of fan club of mostly gay guys and some women at the beach (I am straight). I also did something for the first time a few weeks ago. I was staying at a hotel that faces a major highway. The sun shines right into my window too. I figured it was a way to give someone a thrill on the highway and have no chance of being caught. So I stripped naked and masturbated in front of the ceiling-to-floor window with the rising sun shining on me. I took a real leap the other day by showing my wife a three-ring [genital] cage I made (of course to wear at the beach—but told her it was just for my own pleasure at home). She was kind, but I could tell she was thinking, ‘What a weird guy I married!’ This comes after a tennis game we played last summer where I wore some semi-transparent shorts. She noticed after the game when the sun was behind me. Boy was she ticked at me. I played dumb of course and said I had no idea they were so sheer. Yeah, right. So, in short, my biggest fear is being found out by someone I go to church with. I got heck a few weeks ago because I had a beer at a Super Bowl party. I was told that I was making other people stumble, and as a leader in the church I should never drink—let alone in public (even though she and her husband drink socially). Any comments welcome. . [Message modified by board administrator April 1, 2004: three words in original replaced with the following, indicated by brackets:] “scrotum” Link: Post a response
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