Posted by Seth on 6/26/2005, 7:46 am I was laying in bed earlier dealing with thoughts that accompany an unintegrated heart center. Then I had a recurring thought to accept, or that I can accept these emotions, so I can clear them. Now today once I had those thoughts to accept I experienced a subtle shift in me, and it was a familiar shift. But at the same time I'm not sure if I was consious of it before.
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Hello,
The thing is, this subtle shift which is a shift in a happier direction almost feels like suppression. It's like I'm dealing with these emotions that arn't that appealing, and I come to the conclusion that I can accept them to rid myself of them, and that brings my spirits up. It doesn't really sound, or feel like I'm accepting anything, rather it seems I've just found another way to suppress.
It seems to be a crazy little trap to fall into, and I was wondering if anyone else had any thoughts on it?
How can you want what you don't want? Because that seems to be the only way to really accept the negative, and utimatly integrate it.
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