Posted by Linda on 6/11/2005, 7:01 pm, in reply to "Re: Φ" --Previous Message--
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This is a helpful post because it makes a clear picture of how the breathing applies to the getting in touch with the feeling. It makes it seem more practical and less theoretical! (That's good)
: yea I can relate to this........ hiya
: seth, several points here though:
: are you showing that you want people
: when even you feel away from
: yourself.....
:
: and at those times is it others you
: need?
:
: What happens if you stay with that
: discomfort and breathe it breathe it
: and breathe it, what images, senses
: feelings or what ever appear?
:
:
: To illustrate:
:
: I've since found out, to my
: surprise that loneliness covered up
: and showed up my inner child and
: I've had several insights and
: 'viewings' of myself wondering alone
: around my early schools feeling
: alone, and sad, unhappy, and
: realising 'I didnt like school' now
: thats something I know many people
: relate to, however, for me this was
: a revelation! and to own it
: something else, the feelings had
: been so suppressed..I also, for eg,
: felt alienated at school, when my
: dad was very seriously ill in
: hospital, very sad and alone amongst
: the many people messing around as
: usual all around,
:
: These insights have helped the
: puzzle of my life and school is a
: place amongst alot of people, and
: how ever you have to be, to survive
: it, the feelings perceptions of
: those times are still there,
:
: I noted that when I've felt weak
: this relates to vunerability, thats
: covered over feelings of
: inadequacy...et al, what would you
: feel /experience if at the onset of
: reaching for a drug you stay with
: the feeling instead and let the
: subconscious speak/ show you those
: times when you learnt to feel that,
: and sometimes even asking yourself
: 'whats the source of this feeling'
: is enough for various incidents to
: come forward and eventual healing to
: emerge.
:
: What do you do to reconnect when you
: feel disconnected this could be a
: key point, how do you rescue
: yourself at those times?....I find
: breathing and asking for help saying
: how I feel and knowing that an
: answer, an answer insome form is
: there helps, a stillness that
: is...... something worth
: mentioneing, our feelings become so
: ingrained we're so used to our
: particular set that accepting this
: whilst simultaneously deciding how
: we do want to be is very freeing,and
: yea that's ok. This honours the
: feelings for release whilst opening
: to who we are and what wedo want to
: focus on
:
: Hope this helps I feel for you on
: this oneand doing this work, as we
: along time ago acknowledged can in
: some way perpetuate aloneness that
: is until finding out releasing it
: and resonating something different,
: I know I'd love to feel close enough
: to others real time to share , I do
: on a remote level inner
: communication and I feel close to
: source this is beautiful and as such
: I think the aloneness has lessened
: because I feel easier in my own skin
: now. Blessings with this and lots of
: goodness
:
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: Wow when this page dies it really
: dies, I wonder what is up with that?
:
: Anyways I was wondering if anyone
: has ever run into times when they're
: totally alienated? This experience
: is not a normal event to process
: because it's like I'm totally
: disconnected from life itself.
: You see I'm a type a person if I see
: someone totally out of it I'll share
: my presense with them to help them
: feel at ease, but the times when I
: experience alienation in myself, or
: just being uncomfortable in my own
: skin, its like I seem to be shun by
: people, it's really weird. It
: creates a real lonliness, and a
: sense of weakness.
: I think its fair to say that this
: feeling usually shows up as a result
: of some sort of drug use, even
: though I'm really healthy 92.64% of
: the time, but even those break downs
: into drug use are the result of not
: seeming to find a place with other
: people. And the more I grow and
: learn the further my connection with
: others results. Does anyone have
: any thoughts on what sort of
: dynamics might be at work here?
: I'm the biggest Lonner, but that
: isn't my nature at all, it makes no
: sense.
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