Posted by Seth on 6/7/2005, 6:00 pm Anyways I was wondering if anyone has ever run into times when they're totally alienated? This experience is not a normal event to process because it's like I'm totally disconnected from life itself.
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Wow when this page dies it really dies, I wonder what is up with that?
You see I'm a type a person if I see someone totally out of it I'll share my presense with them to help them feel at ease, but the times when I experience alienation in myself, or just being uncomfortable in my own skin, its like I seem to be shun by people, it's really weird. It creates a real lonliness, and a sense of weakness.
I think its fair to say that this feeling usually shows up as a result of some sort of drug use, even though I'm really healthy 92.64% of the time, but even those break downs into drug use are the result of not seeming to find a place with other people. And the more I grow and learn the further my connection with others results. Does anyone have any thoughts on what sort of dynamics might be at work here?
I'm the biggest Lonner, but that isn't my nature at all, it makes no sense.
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