Posted by dee on 2/27/2005, 7:05 am
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i met this guy, late 30's, very handsome, everything i knew i should stay away from. He told me right away he was a player willing to change all that if met right on, if i wanted sex or be friends that was kool. i almost fell to ground. i told him looking for stable man etc. That was it. 2 weeks go by, felt rejected that he didn't try to at least go after me for sex.Why should he, a player doesn't need too waste time. So i decided to play him, and just make him think he was going to get sex. But after getting to know him more online only, i wanted too. He said he either comes back once in a while, never leaves, or never comes back. So had sex with him, he said if i wanted that we could continue to keep hang out. I said yes. But after 3rd time seeing him, in my delusional mind, i started to get jealous? or maybe i wanted him to choose me to change, lol. So i sent him an email saying i was finished playin with him, want more than just whenever good for him sex, and said good luck finding that spark. I know a player could care less, we both had fun. But thought about it and why should he be able to think i avaiable too him whenever. even though i knew from start thats all it was.I just don't know why i even bothered this guy. anyway, just needed to tell this story.
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