Posted by Steve on 6/4/2007, 8:57 am
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I need help...it's a long story but here it is in a nut shell...I'm 49 and I've been working on myself for a few years now but after all is said and done I feel like I have achieved little. Its one thing too know about the power of positive thought and the law of attraction but quite another to express it and manifest it positively. I see myself as the main problem….deep down inside me I must feel undeserving of myself. As the days go by I feel like the mud gets thicker and harder to climb out of. But yet I keep a sense of hope that I can get out of the mess I’m in. However I’m at a lost as to which way to go. I collect a lot of self help research but I don’t use a lot of it. I buy some CDs on how to be more positive etc but I don’t use them. Why I am I so stuck the wake up calls area all around me. My wife cheats on me and treats me like crap but I’ll still with her I still have feelings for her that are strong. However I have plans to move out I just don’t l know where yet. I’m a pay check away from the streets. I was arrested last Oct. for having a controlled substance and the list goes on.
What is it that keeps me down? I know what I need to do but I keep getting slapped down, why? Are we that programmed to be down? What does it take to clear the old belief systems and self-defeating behavior patterns? Dan Millan said you can read all the self help books and go to all the workshops in the world but if a part of you feels that you do not deserve such abundance then you won’t get it. OK so then the task is finding what works for you in clearing these nasty things on a core level. I wish I had a reset button like my computer…..
Cheers
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