Posted by Carolyn on 5/12/2003, 1:44 am
Today my little boy would probably be helping his big sister fix me coffee with too much sugar, make me toast that is burnt, bring me milk, juice and fruit, which I couldn't possibly eat all of. My little angel would be 4 years old this year. I can't believe he has been gone for 3 years now. Oh, how I MISS him! Today I have two more little boys which are younger than my Max would be and they are a handfull. Between both of them I can see some of and have back some of my Max. Oh course there is no way to fill that hole I still have but there are ways to forget how big it is for a while. Sometimes I wish I could keep having more children hoping to get my Max back with one of them but I know that is impossible. My son Ryan looks identical to Max but acts completely different. My son Joshua acts like Max but looks completely different. It is funny how things work out but I will never doubt that there is a reason why things happen.
I would like to wish my son's recipients all the best on this Mothers Day from a Mother who misses her baby and never forgets for a second how precious life is and how miraculous you are for saving something which would have ended. It is truely a miracle to carry on life frome someone else. My heart goes out to all of you and all of you parents who have lost their precious children. Carolyn- mommy to Maxwell.
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