Posted by Carolyn
on 3/3/2002, 4:50 pm
I am thinking alot about Max, today. My son had his accident 2 years ago, comming up on March 18th. This was a difficult month last year for me and my husband. It seemed harder that Max's birthday. Max's 3rd birthday just passed a few weeks ago, and his 2nd anniversary of his death is next. I miss him and have started visioning his accident more frequently again, I am sure it is just because it is that time of the year and the weather is similar and the feeling is there. I remember being so aware of all the physical elements all around me that day and the days following while Max was in the hospital in a coma. It was all so surreal. The weather couldn't have been more beautiful. The wind was blowing and I could feel everything through to my bones, the sun, the wind, Max. I have the chills now, because I feel it again. March will be a long month, and I will remember everything again, and this time, I know it will be over in 28 days. I hope everyone who has had a transplant, or is waiting, will take time to tell everyone they love that they do LOVE them and remember why!!!!! Carolyn - Max's mommy.
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