NBC: Let Brightman say it right!John Brightman: I would be more then happy. But I must be fast. But Thank you NBC.
I said that when you love a girl when been a little boy you would think that she will get compassion for knowing that you like her. Well, I fall in love and nothing happens. The women I love kicks me in the derrier. When she did I cried a waterfall of tears out of how painful it was and stil is. And as I am crushed hurting all over, she doesn't find that soft spot in her heart for me and I'm like damn. Come on sweetheart, I love you.....I am rejected. My heart is sobroken. I keep thinking, maybe she will one day just like me because God made it happen as God saying,"I can't take this anymore."
But God doesn't do that. ...My emotions are dampered in pain.....I hurt all over.....I am getting old. You know, I wish she kind of liked me. Anyone saying NO I don't care. But her saying no.....(~~snifff~~~(*gasp) Thats hard for me........I need to be alone. I am embrassed to death...
