"REGAN"
AND REGAN...He wasn’t just a president...he had an awful lot to DO WITH THE WACO TRAGEDY, by way of JAMES BRADY, who was shot in the head,
in an assassination attempt on President Regan! And it was the NEWLY HEATEDLY DEBATED BRADY BILL Clinton was using to try and justify
the NEWLY CREATED ORGANIZTION OF... The ATF at WACO in 1993!
2228 1 WSW PICKWICK MARION MS 3113 8986 *** 5 INJ *** HOMES DAMAGED ALONG MT CARMEL CHURCH RD AND REGAN RD. 5 INJURIES REPORTED ALONG THE PATH SO FAR. (JAN)
Well, already looked at PICKWICK, REGAN, and Mt. Carmel Church Rd…so what about…
“MARION”
Well, Marion is both HEBREW and FRENCH names. It is also a newer form of earlier names “MARIE”, and “MARY!”
now when I was a child, many people called my mother MARY! But her name is not “MARY”…not even close! When was in my twenties I inquired and she refused to give
Answer. In my late 30s, I inquired again and she finally gave answer…”it was because
I was so CONTRARY!” Hmmmm, Love my momma, but uh, yeah! SHE USED TO BE!
I have married to 2 different women, one my loving wonderful wife, whose name means
“GOD’s PROMISE!” One my first wife, whose name, literally means “Moon-Moon!”
as both her first and middle names are references to the moon.
But now MARION, in FRENCH means “Little Beloved” and I am so Glad my wife took
TO ‘MARION’ ME! J
But seriously, in HEBREW, the name means BITTER!
Now, aside from Being MARRIED twice, I have additionally been betrothed to TWO more women, one, much older than me, well, 15 years or so, named “MARY”, the other about the same years younger named “MARIE”…and both of those relationships after The break up, were very, very BITTER! At least for a time they were!
2248 10 E COLUMBIA LAMAR MS 3123 8965 FIVE HOMES WERE DAMAGED ALONG PROSPRES RIDGE ROAD NEAR THE MARION/LAMAR COUNTY BORDER. (JAN)
“COLUMBIA”
Now COLUMBIA, means “LAND OF COLUMBUS” and was the original name, and still poetic name of “AMERICA!” Columbia also references “WASHINGTON D.C.”
and my Message, the initiation of it, is REVELATION 18:1, and the BOOK of NAHUM, and much of that which THE LORD has shown me, and given me to share of our current
position on GOD’s Prophetic TIMELINE, deals with “COLUMBIA”…America, “WASHINGTON D.C.”…hhhhmmmm…
2250 8 NE PINEBUR LAMAR MS 3123 8963 HOME DESTROYED ON WHILEY LOTT RD ... NEAR THE MARION ... LAMAR CO LINE. (JAN)
”LAMAR”
Now Lamar, that name has been used in both OLD French culture where it means
Pool of Water, or By the POOL, but I am not French. The Name Lamar
is also used in GERMAN culture which is it’s ORIGIN, and I, being a “CRIDER”
Formerly Criedger, through our generations all the way back to the German Royal
House of KRUGER, am most certainly of German Descent, via my Grandfather.
In GERMAN, the name LAMAR, means…”Well KNOWN LAND!”
Hmmm…We live in WACO, on a road nick named “Mt Carmel Church Rd.” and
Hmmm…would you say we LIVE in a “WELL KNOWN LAND?”
”PINEBUR”
And PINEBUR…I FULL WELL KNOW all about PINEBURRS!
You see, there are not many pine trees in Texas. THERE IS A Pine Belt!
But I lived many years in North Carolina, and it is saturated with PINES! I can tell you the difference between six different species of PINE TREE
ON SIGHT! Without seeing the actual tree itself, I can by either a piece of Pine Bark, A Single Pine Needle, or PINE CONE…tell you the species of PINE TREE It came from!
MY NICK NAME, actually was for a time jokingly “PINESTRAW”! Why?
Well because on the east coast, PINESTRAW is MONEY! And it grows on TREES! You can go to prison in NORTH CAROLINA for raking Pine straw Off of someone else’s property without permission! It is used for Mulch and I use to rake and sell Pine straw for a while! I also had my own landscaping Business for about 4 years in NC, where people intentionally choose PINE STRAW and CONES, for foliage!…so I can relate to a good ol prick from
a “Pinebur” on the tip of a hard Pine cone!
”WHILEY”
QUOTE:
The word comes to us from Old Norse spoken in Britton and Scotland in the 9th and 10th centuries A.D. and was used to describe the little red dog-like animal known today as the fox.
I was known by this animal as a child. In 2000, I was given a NEW NAME by The LORD…the NAME “BENJAMIN.” I had been named at birth by my biological parents,
BILLY STEVEN CRIDER. IN 2009, I went through the process to legally change my name to “Steven Benjamin.” But this was not the first time I had a name change as far as
Legal records. My mother and dad divorced when I was a toddler. She was married to another man, a very cruel man, JIMMY RAY, and I will not name him fully, but I will cite his last name as it appeared to be my last name in report cards from public Schools
Until the 4th Grade. Jimmy and my mother divorced when I was 4 or 5. But he was in our lives, and in mine until I was 10. When I was 9 years old, I passed my mothers Bedroom and overheard her on the phone…”I am going to tell him the truth, that you are not his dad, you are just too mean to him!” I knew exactly who she was talking about.
Jimmy and my mother had a son, my younger brother and Jimmy was really, really nice To my younger brother and his son, but he was cruel to me, very, very cruel, the type of stuff that would send a man to prison in todays times. When I heard the story about David Koresh’s step dad making him walk barefoot across a hot home radiator heater…I felt a strong kinship to David, for Jimmy basically did the same to me. We had floor furnace with a 3 foot by 2 foot iron grate that sat in the floor above it, and got very, very scalding hot when the Furnace was on, and Jimmy made me walk barefoot across it while it was hot. He did far more cruel things than that, that in memory, is amongst the milder of his offences.
Anyway, As I heard my mom on the phone, I knew who she was talking to, and who she Was talking about and took it with mixed emotions! It explained so much in an instant,
and suddenly I knew why I had been treated like a Bastard, why the man I knew to be and called “Daddy” since being a toddler until I was 9 years old seemed to hate me so much.
Prior I had asked myself many times, “Why does Daddy hate me?” And it may be asking my mother the same question at 9 yrs old that finally prompted her to tell me the truth, that my Dad, my real dad lived in Texas and my real name, she told me at that time “is Billy Steven Crider.” And she took out my birth certificate and shown it to me for the firs time. But from Kindergarten to the 4th Grade, kids used to tease me, call me an animal, because in those years, I was Billy Steven Fawks, the last name, pronounced “FOX”.
”LOTT”
Now there multiple applications here of this name to myself. For one thing the name “LOT” goes back to Biblical times, and is the origin of “LOTT.” Lot was delivered from the practices of SODOM by the Angel of the LORD. I can relate, especially given some of the events of a tragic Childhood. I suffered as a child. In reflection during my late 30s, I tried to find A SINGLE sentence that could adequately sum up my childhood...those years with Jimmy, I found one. If I could sum it up in a single statement, it would be: "I Remember, Screaming." I find it no co-incence in my case "Whiley"..."FOX" (Fawks) would share direct connection to "LOTT".
But to a “Personal Application” which is far less “personal” on levels disturbing… There is application here from another area of my life, one I take much greater pleasure in sharing, and have much fonder memories of...My Kung Fu training.
I train Wing Chun Kung Fu. Wing Chun unlike many other systems is known for a very particular CONCEPT…”COVERING!” In Wing Chun we do not “DEFEND”…we do not "BLOCK"...we “COVER!” and we train to do such! The practice of DEFENDING oneself when attacked puts one in the position of always being one step behind the Attacker…”You punch, I block…I counter-attack, You block, you ATTACK AGAIN” and so on, and one is always then a STEP behind, always “Re-acting” rather than “ACTING!”
With the concept of “COVERING”…we employ SIMULTANEOUS ATTACK AND DEFENSE by techniques the serve as both “ATTACKS and BLOCKS” , so that say you “PUNCH” and I perform any one of several techniques taught me in WING CHUN, which then not only “Blocks” your punch but ATTACKS you unexpectedly at the same time! I therefore, by employing Covering, am ALWAYS a step ahead of any who would “ATTACK.” As I said, WING CHUN, is known for this philosophy “COVERING.”
The name “LOT”…means “COVERING.”
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