
Posted by Theresa A on 10/20/2006, 10:46 pm
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I feel like sometimes I do not get a response from another people n the program and I think it is because I have share to much about my problem. I become raw and isolated even n meetings. I have done this n the ftof meetings leaving empty. I do not want to feel that way here. I know I need to find myself again. Just n a different way. The stigma of being depressed or have bipolar does make a door way of having people not want to talk. I am sorry if I have offended some people.I am just desparated to belong some where and to get my program back and my life back. No one can do that for me. I have to work really hard. I am sick of taking medication and living around the medication instead of medication living around me. Just like the food . I do not cook good meals for myself and I am and have paid a big price for that. I am not getting any younger. Good news is I just finshed taking a shower. That is a big feat. And I also ate to two meals and give it to my sponsor. My body needs some sunshine somewhere and I hope to find it here sometime soon. Thanx Theresa
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