Posted by Kathy on 6/9/2006, 6:45 am, in reply to "Re: Ashamed, lost my head"
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Thank you. I will take your advice and try to find out who it was and apologize. It was a lapse in judgement. It is so hard to try to out-think him. He always knew me so well and has had so much time to plan this and think about it and it is still new to me, only three weeks since I found out about the OW. I have had a couple of better days though, when I think about the spineless jelly-fish he is now. It's getting easier to think of him as dead and this new person as someone who's just intruded himself into my life. Please keep a good thought for me. I am seeing my doctor today to make sure I didn't get left with any surprises.