Posted by Kathy on 6/8/2006, 6:53 am, in reply to "Re: Ashamed, lost my head"
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Thanks to both of you. You are right, Myssy, that things had to play out in their own way. I believed in him so much that I probably would have thought any one who told me about it was just trying to stir up small town trouble. It is becoming more and more important to me that I maintain some dignity throughout this and I have tried to follow all the advice here from those who've been there. I still have that "my world is out of control" feeling a lot but my attorney filed a "general denial" answer to his petition for divorce and then a countersuit on my behalf. It's becoming more real to me now, this is not a nightmare. I still miss him sometimes, wish I could lay my head on his chest and tell him about all these awful things that have happened and hear him say, "it's all right, we'll get through it". I feel sorry for both of us.