Posted by Kathy on 6/7/2006, 12:15 pm
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Well, the anger finally came out, but not appropriately. STBX works for major national retailer, one that has a store in almost every medium sized town. You all would well know the name. His OW works there as well. I went into the store the other night with a girlfriend who'd come to stay with me for a few days. At that time of the evening, i knew I wouldn't run into them, and didn't. We were talking most of the time and I wasn't really thinking about any more than what to get for dinner. On the way out, however, I was reminded about the video that the private investigator shot right in front of the store and, about that time, I noticed a half smirk on the face of one of the employees who works in her area. It's very apparent from the video that everyone in that area knew about the affair. They were carrying on where everyone could see. Maybe something snapped, but I stopped that person and told him some stuff, then stepped outside and told another one. While I didn't raise my voice or say it where customers could hear, I was very emphatic. There was no scene other than shocked looks. I realize now, it probably just added to the DRAMA mill. My girlfriend said it's the first time in a long while that I've had any color in my face. Got to admit that I didn't feel so much like a doormat but now I'm sure I'll have to go 30 mi. out of my way to shop. Feel ashamed now that I lost control. I want to come out of this with a little dignity left and feel like I shot myself in the foot.