Posted by Lorrie on 5/16/2006, 7:48 am
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Like April last weekend was a killer. He is continually hurting the kids and in turn me. He is lying and munipulating. It feels like he is trying to put me in the ground and make me weak. It drives me crazy that he can go around hurting people, and never accepting his responablility or being held accountable. He went through my room when he was suppposed to be seeing his son. He hasn't taken any info to the lawyers, it's like he is waiting until I am so worn down then he can hammer at me. I am so tired, feel like such a mess, everyone say's stay strong, but some day's it feels like it's all too much. I asked him to take his boy's for the weekend for the first time in 8 weeks, he said no, he's going away with her. I wish he was human, I wish I could tell him what he is doing to his family, what he has done to me. Lorrie