Posted by Darcy http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j142/DarcysBabies/Peanut.jpg
on January 15, 2007, 9:20 am
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My beloved Peanut passed this morning...My best friend, my confidant, my furry pillow of 14 years - My precious Mamma Kitty. Her final gesture of love was rubbing her face on my chin ~ she stretched her arms out after and passed over the bridge in my arms. I knew the day was coming ~ however, I had hoped just as everyone always does that it wouldn't be "this day". Illusions (her daughter) tapped at her for a moment, meowed & ran under the bed. I wrapped her up in her favorite blanket - Louie (her companion, Illusions dad) sat next to her, almost as if he were looking over her. Mystic (Peanut's son) followed me around almost confused. It was just so sad. I'm glad that I was there for her, and she didn't "go" when I was @ work. The animal shelter is closed today, so I won't be able to bring her in until tomorrow. They do a beautiful mahogany box (urn). I had Diamond (Peanut's son) cremated after he passed a couple of years ago. Peanut - you will be missed just as you know you will be. I will cherish the years we had together, and smile with the memories you've left me. Who will play hide n' seek with me now? And who will take your place at the dinner table? Words cannot express how I feel right now. A part of me is lost... A part of me died with her. The best way I could explain what those little fur balls mean to me: with all of the hurt I've encountered in my life, between all the lies I've been told, they always are there for me, never judging, never lying, never abusing - just there - loving me, accepting me for who I am. Peanut was my pillow to cry on - the one who I told everything to - the one who made me laugh at the smallest of things. The one who never hurt me. My best friend - you will be missed - we will be together one day. Go and take care of Diamond now - and the all of the others up there as well... My Dad will take care of you all. Bring my love with you, I'll carry yours in my heart until we are all together again. I'll bring the catnip as promised. Rest now Angel - we'll play later... Love you Peanut - always...
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