Posted by diyouth on 5/12/2003, 2:37 pm No body wants to die, but the more ways to live creates the more ways people die... people die of desease against their will to live... Murder and Intended harm is no different...because it is against our will to live...yet it happens beyond our control... the fact that it happens beyond our control is what realy fuels our anger and depression... there are many of us who have been wrestled to the ground, hand-cuffed, thrown in a cell, and is told when to eat when to fresh, when to sleep...coz if u don't the consciquence is painful...even working just to get enough so that u have to work again, having no time for urself...is another aspect of our experience here on earth that has the same underlineing... being wrong, being misunderstood, being a victim of bias criticism, are all things beyond our control that goes against our will to live and be happy... and that is whats certain in our experience here...things will and are going against ur will... so how do we react to this? some seek knowledge...but what use is knowledge...for it is certain that things can go against ur will beyond ur control..so even the knowledge we search for can be tainted only to be realized years after that u have been living a false acknowledgment of what is... Many seek for God...only to be told by the doctrines that speak "God", that it is the Faith that u possess towards God that will make u well...in other words if its by ur Faith then God has already done Gods part so its up to u...thus ur right back to where u started...U and the situation ur in with the knowledge of an existing God... Many turn to substances...food leading to obeasity, alcohol leading to drunkeness...even the herbs many have used to get high or delusioned Others react to the ills of life rageing and going on killing sprees...but even this doesn't stop their end...coz its the acknowledgment of the end that drives them to kill...and be killed even love as a reaction is sometimes not realy love...coz that love is only a product of the hate...does apples come from grapes does love come from hate? (Note: I am not saying there is no God or no Devil or no love or no right knowledge...) I'm tired of explanations, theories, doctrine trying to either explain or justify why we are in the situations we're in today...trying to explain why people are the way they are...I'm even tired of hearing "solutions" to the problems that face us all...coz the solution cannot manifest without cooperation...and how can u make another person/mind (that u can't control) co-operate...whats the solution for that ?...then u still suffer or suffer and die waiting for the "day" we all unite... so this forces INI to "Be Still"... so I've got to be serious...I mean sobre SERIOUS...ever on point...and I realize this: your eyes gives u what u see... Therefore the only place fear, guilt, or respect and self-worth can come from, is ur mind....ur understanding...and isn't it u that control ur thoughts...?...and if ur mind isn't afraid of fear that ur mind could think about it and be afraid, then is there something realy to be afraid of?...therefore being afraid is not what u are, instead being afraid is what u express... In other words...if u worry when u don't want to, or feel bad when u don't want to, then that is the way u choose to express urself...naturaly I realize that all these things wether mental or physical are here for U to put them in order...coz no matter wich way you take it we were BORN to the earth...Born to the things we know...meaning the only answers that are, is the answers that I can understand...the only pain that is, is the pain I can feel...so its all in INI...The only love I can feel is the love that I have in my mind... and thats the Real Thing... diyouth guidance
Haile...
people die of accidents against their will to live...
people die of natural disasters, against their will to live...
enough to be forgetful...but all of these are like intermissions of the MAIN 'reality'...
You maybe looking at the rich man in his wealth an grudge/hate his lavish lifestyle...saying he has so much and does not share...but wich is better...a person who has evrything to loose or a person who has nothing to loose...since death is certain for all, some say it is better to be poor than rich...even this helps INI to overstand why some people choose to be "bums" on the streets...
I think about having my own house...waking up in the morning turning up my sound till it echoes throughout the hills and valleys...roast two corn an digest dat wida big head spliff...without a worry in the world...and for a small moment I feel the vibes...then I come right back and think to myself that its just a dream...a fantasy...dat nuh real...
your ears gives u what u hear...
your nerves gives u what u feel...
so when INI look to the east...an sight wah gwaan in Africa...then North an see wah gwaan in the Middle East, to Asia(China), and then to the Western Hems...alot of war...coz of alot stress an fustration...just alot of fuqry...the damage has already been done so I don't give a fuq about who to blame...coz all I can do is express my self...my principles...my character...through the abilities and opportunities given to me...and that is the only life I can be proud of...naturaly
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