Posted by Mrs.X on 8/25/2005, 12:01 pm, in reply to "*** PLEASE HELP *** " I put it back on time and it went back to 7:10. It is not a digital watch. Simple single quadrant. --Previous Message--
167.92.115.10
I forgot to mention that when this happened with my frined's daugther my watch had stopped at 7:10
: Hi guys,
:
: I am not familiar with these forums but i feel have
: nowhere else to turn to. Seen doctors, seen
: psychologists, psychiatrists and i am psychologically
: normal. No health problems either.
:
: I am a young professional in the insurance buisness -
: 24yrs old, some heavy drugs ( like LSD and mush ) in
: the past but not anymore. Almost died at 9yrs old from
: bursted appendix, was phasing in and out of a very
: dark and numb place when it happened.
:
: Since i was little - as far as i can rember - i was
: getting these really weird feelings of someone being
: with me or near me and watching. My mom remembers when
: i was 5 i came running out of the living room white as
: a ghost and was pointing at the living room saying ''
: the fear is there - ''
:
: I come from a very down to hearth family - not
: religous or into this psyc. stuff - just normal.
:
: I must specify nobody EVER whanted to read my cards or
: anything. Everyone i went to told me to leave right
: away but never said why.
:
: I have lived in a old house where i was very undeasy
: in my room. It later was correlated by my dad ( a year
: ago ) that we had lived in a haunted house cause he
: had felt it too.
:
: My grandma died on my 14th birthday on may 14th wich
: is my birthday date. Since that, i cant go in their
: house cause i see her in her chair. So does my dad.
:
: Anyhow, many times these things happened to me,
: sometimes i meet someone and i get a flash - a number,
: a name or whatever and it makes me feel so akward.
: When i tell this to the person they sometimes freak
: since they usually were either going to call the
: person i have named them or something like that - but
: sometimes these infos makes no sens to them as well.
:
: But for a year or so, i have been getting very active
: sleep and my BF told me i was speaking other
: languages, fluently, saying things that did not belong
: to me and so on.
:
: When this happens i get leftover energy that is so
: wicked - sometimes it is positive but mostly negative
: and it wrecks my nights. I feel it is not mine and i
: cant get rid of it.
: I know i may sound crazy but hopefull someone out
: there will understand what i mean.
:
: Anyhow, i have learned to deal with this somehow but
: now, yesterday, i got that same feeling i usually get
: when i sleep but i was awake.
:
: I met my friend's daugther for the first time and when
: she left, i was hit by something so strong it made me
: sick.
: I was worried for her but could not say why. All i
: could say was that she had to be wathced over closely.
: That feeling was SO strong i could barely cope with
: it. Turned white, puked, shaked and so on...
:
: I was very sick and i felt like something was trapped
: inside of me and i had to get it out. So strong
: emotions, so weird it made me vibrate from the inside.
: It all happened very fast and i am very worried now
: because i was very scary. My friend saw it too and got
: freaked out.
:
: So knowing that, my questions are:
:
:
: 1 - What am i ? I was told i am a channel but what
: does this mean ?
:
: 2- Am i normal or am i sick ?
:
: 3- How can i get rid of this ?
:
: 4- Are there any pro. associations or groups i could
: be reffered to ?
:
: 5- If i can get rid of it, how can i make it so it
: dont affect me this much ?
:
: Thank you for your time,
:
: Mrs x.
:
: Feel free to write at red_hush21@hotmail.com
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