Posted by lizaannddel on 2/7/2005, 1:01 pm, in reply to "My Dead Daddy is stayin with me!! I need answers!!" forums,shoutbox,information on meditation,psychics,most haunted,galleries,have your say,calender,ghosts, and more HTTP://WWW.MYPSYCHICWORLD.BRAVEHOST.COM THANK YOU --Previous Message--
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Hi there i am trying to build a community at my site i have
: My daddy past away 7 yrs. ago and I barely knew him, our
: relationship wasn't very strong, but I loved him
: dearly, him and my mom divorced when I was 4 and I
: wasn't allowed to see him but a few times when I was
: small, and like 3 times at 12 and 14 the next time i
: saw him was when he was laying in the hospital bed
: with a bullet between the eyes. Me and my brother and
: two sisters had to give consent to pull the plug and
: one by one we said our goodbyes, it was the hardest
: thing I ever had to do. But the one good memory I do
: have of him is the amazing smell of his cologne "
: English Leather " when I was little sitting on
: his lap it would just engulf me. WELL...... just 2
: months ago I walk into my bedroom and I almost
: could'nt believe it, but could it be??? It was THAT
: smell, the smell that engulfed me as a child!!! The
: same smell that could NEVER be forgotten......English
: Leather. And would you believe It *** he has'nt left
: yet!!!!! every day that I wake up the first thing I
: do is go to the computer desk, ( cause thats where i
: smell him at ) and take a DEEP breath. but what does
: it mean??? Is he trying to tell me somethin??? My
: husband says he can stay as long as he likes, and my
: kids keep asking, mommy whats that smell, and I just
: say " thats papa baby " I try to talk to him
: the best i can and most of the time if i don't smell
: him in my head i'll say daddy can you come? I need to
: talk and BAM not even 2 seconds goes by and the room
: is filled with his smell. I just need to know what
: going on? and how long will god let him staY, and also
: what else can i do to make a better connection with
: him, like maybe see his beautiful face again!!??
: Please Help..... Jerri
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